Love And Honesty: Twenty Years Later, Life After High School 6a423

Love and

Honesty

Twenty years later, life after high school

A poetry novel

Shanae N. Jones

Copyright © 2019 by Shanae N. Jones. Library of Congress Control Number: 2019918159 ISBN: Hardcover 978-1-7960-7033-0 Softcover 978-1-7960-7032-3 eBook 978-1-7960-7031-6

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Contents

Prologue

Dedication

Struggle

The Heart of Wonder

Embracing a New beginning

Strong Powerful Woman

The Golden Sweet Taste of Love

The Golden Rose

A ionate Lover

Pursuit

Nice Call…. My Hero

A Drink to

Not another Repeat….. Shameful

Joyful

Holiday kindle

The moment

The Sound of Love

Dream ion

Spring Time ion

Saving my First ionate Kiss

Oral ion

Making Love to You Under the Stars

Living in your love

Bubble Love ion

On a Personal Level

Love of all Love’s

Times Get Hard

Relationships of ion

Times of Love

Love Letter of Love

Soulful ion

Black love

Tender Kiss

Our Love within Time

From Lust to Love

Five Star Love

Waterfall ion

Captivating Your Love

Picture Perfect

Sentimental Love

Tears of ion

The Love That I have to give

Uplifting

Comion

The loneliness of the Sea

Playing the offense position

Paths of life’s Joys

The Path

Moving on to find my love

Moving Mountains

Struggling to reach happiness

Loving me with open arms

Heart Ache from Family

My life and my Heart of love

The Adventures in Time

Good loving Heart ache

The Family Life of a family

The Heart my Family

My love for my Babies

A Husband’s heart

The Love from My Baby’s Father

Altogether my Love

Everlasting Heart of Hope

Dinners of Love

Emotions of ion

Hunger for your comfort

Aches of heart Ache

Conversations of the heart

Patience of love

My heart Stopped loving you

Destiny Meant

Second Chances

Love in Disguised

My Heart Cries Out For your Love

Anger of the ionate

Time Spent on loving you

Engagement Karaoke

Biological Heart

Strength of Words from the Soul

Autumn Loneliness

Sacrifice of my Heart and Love

Imagination Love

If you were Like the Men that Played my Heart

Everlasting Search for Your Love

Loving you for your warmth

My apology to My Love

Over the Ice Box

Stormy Tears

Smiles of the Heart

Keeping the Belief in Our Love

Tales of the Lusting Soul

Being Without You is so hard

Feast of Love

I AM My Own Person

Scent of a Lifetime

Love brightens my heart

Secrets of the heart

Opening my Soul

Time is ticking

Spiritual of the heart

Motivation

Pouring love into my soul

Calmness of Still Waters

Tears of Our Everlasting Love

Take My Love….. Never Let Go

Sex Roller Coaster…… The Vow

The basketball Heart

The Wild Walk of Love

Things will get better….. I have sunshine

IF I Died Tomorrow

A sliver-lining under the rain of pain

Searching for the Last piece of the Puzzle

At Peace with Love and Pain

Mentally changing

Healed Emotionally and Physically

Working on my Happiness

Growing wiser

Funny how Tables Turns

My heart yonder for your love

My Soul within my Heart

Born to Love You, what’s meant to be will Be

Years Later

Lost by Accident

Do you Love me

Touching Me

Sweet Dream, Dream Lover

Stop! Get Off

What’s This

What am I

What are you doing to me?

Sexual Time

My Thoughts of your Love

Truth be told

Wisdom of pain

Games of sex and love

Mysterious ion

My Heart’s love

Curiosity of a fling

Your Love or Abuse

My First Hit

The Relationship of a Virgin

My First Kiss

Tests of Strength

Caving

One night Stand

The Party

My fulfilling Heart, My Love

Never Loving Me

Love Down Fall

My Heart and Love, But you’re Never There

Happy to Be Moving On

My tears stains of love

I’m an addict for your love

This is not how I wanted it to be

Tears of the Dark Raven

Joyful Tears of ion

Tears Of a Fool

Tears of Heart Ache

The Tears of a Daughter

Teardrops of Basketball ion

The Tears of the falling heart

My Teardrops of Songs

Tears of Everlasting Love

Cares of these tears

Tears of an Dagger Heart and Soul

Tears of the lonely heart

Tears of Pain

The Hatred of the falling tears

The tears of the love Draft

The Tale of the Teared Soul

Tears of the Flaming Heart

Tears of the Loved

Good-bye Tears

Tears of Love

The Dark soul of tears

Moonlight Tears

Tears of the Gazed Eyes

The Real Teardrops of my Eyes

Fading Teardrops

Dreams of Tears

The Tears of Eve

Tears of Good-Bye

Teardrops of Love and Trial

The memories of my Mind

Crying Nights

The Tears of someone else Cries

My Tears are blind To Love

Hear my cries at 4AM

Many Years That I Cried

My heart of Memories

The Flame of All Cries

My heart cries These Happy Tears of Love

The Rose Piano of Tears

These Tears are the song of my Heart

Love of Fears

Angels Feel my Tears

My love of tears

Summary

Biography

Prologue

Before the tragedy of crime, jealously and hate, my life was always a quiet one, down to earth with a little bit of anger, however I always dated and hung around people who never cared about me. So I knew that my life needed a change. How? Being around people who did the same thing every time that I was around made me think, their miserable and I am angry, why don’t I just leave from around them. So, my life begun, after and before the crimes, of hate, lies, and, downers. Now I never was looking for love in all the wrong places nor right ones, it was the negative environments that I was in, including my own home. See nobody would care, that is until I broke free from the negativity. In this poetry novel, you will experience hands on, how my life started after the crimes of hate, from the beginning. Where I talk to you, on how the search of my heart and love began. Where, love took me too. The kinds of love in characteristics format of actual events that happen to me from negativity and positivity. In this novel the events that happen before and after is the start of more rides of emotional roller coasters and experiences with the same people and differential ones. But in part two of this novel I talk about my heart and what’s she feels and wants. I also talk about her happiness and my life without thee people who hurt me in the past present and might in the future. Now come and enjoy this novel, as you open and read on for the ride of emotions, for this is love, hate and honesty Disclaimer: Some statements in this poetry novel are not intend to offend the population of love, hate, and lust of pain in any form, but basing on what is seen around the world and in communities some statements are based on reality and facts that many may go though

Dedication

To all the nights that I stayed up all night crying, As for my heart weep and lone for the love of my prince charming, And to all, the ones who never loved me, As for my tears, are the flames that never became the spark of fire!

Struggle

When you’re down and out and facing a hard time, Stand strong and be brave, When there’s an obstacle in your way, Jump over it and face it down, The struggle might get worst and harder, But you made it far and that’s why it’s mad, Leap into action and take pride of overcoming the rough path, Walk with heart and take the love that people have to offer, Living, through the struggle only made it better for you to do it again, Fight for what you believe and stand for make the struggle back down, Looking the struggle right into the eyes and saying, I’m going to beat you and win, is telling it you might have me down, But the war is about to end, Leading you path to victory, The struggle will lose all its’ power, The fight within you will continue to get stronger, So wherever and whenever to struggle won’t win, Because of the war, the battle is won in the end.

The Heart of Wonder

The thought of gold, The secret that lies beneath the mind, The words spoken, What if, Will I ever Love, Or be love, Will my love return to me? Or will my heart stay broken, Can my heart ever love again? Or should my heart ever trust again, But only my heart knows how to love, So it tell me that the thought Of love come forth to the mind, But I, only know love to be so define, So the thoughts of my feelings come about, To have that, special, someone deep in thought.

Embracing a New beginning

It starts with a vow, The trusting that come to mind, The goals set to be achieve, The power to stay strong and the love to carry on, The new life that takes my world by storm, Only to come to the turning point of no return, To live life to the fullest and, To share every moment, To cherish the effect, And the cause to have a positive outcome, A dream to the future, And not live in the past, To realize the love of purity, And the still waters of harmony, Embracing the new life is the meaning of A new beginning!

Strong Powerful Woman

I took the soul to overcome the struggles, The love of hope to pull through it, Believing in it gets better, Seeing the light at the end and saying I can, Defeating the roughness and getting dirty, But only a woman can continue to carry the flame, The power of the fire is in her heart and mind, To have the beauty of living again, To get stronger as the days and nights turn to ice, But the strong powerful woman lives to breath once more, Slaying of the fight she has conquer the battle, And ready to fight the war, She stayed positive and once more, Defeated the cause, And achieved the effect, To live and, to exhale once more!

The Golden Sweet Taste of Love

The nature of the pureness of love makes my heart pound, The ticking of each beat makes me founder of it, I just want to have it in my life, To be without love is the worst thought ever, The loyalty of having that connection is the trust worthiness, Being true to the soul make the gift of love so golden, The sweetness of love to so pure that a simple white rose says it for you, The heart of love drive deep within the core, The light shine on your heart, like it was telling a story, Love is so sweet that the taste of it gives you the goosebumps, The communication of love tell a story of happiness and commitment, The heart of love is golden like the experience of having each other Speaking those three big words, And hearing them over and over again in time, The heart is sweet like the sweetness of a chocolate dipped strawberry, It took time to have a love so golden and sweet, The beauty, of the heart will grow, and cherish in the moment of time.

The Golden Rose

The heart is the pure redness of the rose, it blossom to the mature level of love, The scent of the rose is the power that ignites the memory, Each petal is the lifetime spent holding one another, The stem is the thought the gets you by, during the day, Holding onto the rose lets you know that you love him or her, The day that you received the rose is the special moment in time, Opening your heart to the way of the rose is the loving secret that is kept. The rose is telling you a story about to way you felt on that day of ion, The wonders of the rose is so pure to the touch, That when you put it in water the life of it tells, You to cherish that special feeling, From that single rose came a special golden love, And from that love came, The love of the gold rose.

A ionate Lover

The night was young, And a hot sexy chocolate blind date was on the way, To my surprise he was more than I could imagine, His body was the built like a model, It started over a conversation, Then ended up in the bedroom, The way he held me was more than I ever ask for, His long curvy Shaft was the delight that I hope for, He took me by the hand and lay me down, He begun to make love to me, He was the sweetest ionate lover that I hope for, Satisfying every inch of my body and holding me like it Was his last? That night was my last.

Pursuit

Starting out with the hope of making it, Going on a path to wherever it may take me, Living past the pain, Conquering the ion that lead me down this path, Following a dream, Wishing upon that shooting star, My heart will find the love to create, Create a world that filled with happiness, The tears I cried was for the joyful sound of relief, No more pain only happiness, On the path of no return, The power to lead an army, The will to learn and grow, On this path I must stay…. This is the pursuit.

Nice Call…. My Hero

The worthiness of your love I must confess, That night was a fright and a mess, Hearing your voice was the best, To have a man come to my rescue, I can proclaim that you’re my hero, If I only knew that, the night was going to go down like it did, I wouldn’t had invited him in, When the phone rang out, I was hoping that it was you, Myself not acting like the fool, I glad that that call made it through, After all said and done you still said, “I love you”. My heart can now beat the beat of love cause of you, Our love will always stay true, Thanks for that, wonderful………… Nice Call………My Hero. I love you

A Drink to

A walk home and to my surprise I meet you, The cool sexy wonderful you, From a phone call to a wonderful night, The conversation that my heart needed to speak about, It gave it a jump start, The drink that made me, have thoughts about you, Was the night that I really had a good time! The perfect man to show a softer side to, In my bed I laid thinking about neon lights, And the drink from a perfect gentleman!

Sip I might, but not to get drunk, The ride that made me said good-night, Was the night that I waved a gentleman good-bye! Who knew that when the phone rang it was you, To say good-night too,

Not another Repeat….. Shameful

A night that should of never happen, The lesson was learned, But the lesson was still in play, The man that hurt me sent a message to me, You can run but I’m going to get you, Open the door and let him in, Kick ‘n’ it and partying to the end, To horny to listen to my screams, But is it shameful of me, To have let you in, The struggle to get you off, Was a victory won! But the shameful part was, When you replied back with, “I was just playing”.

Joyful

What is this I hear? The music of a wonder sound, The way it lifts my spirits, And set my heart free, The smile that it put on my face, The laughter it brings, The wonderful sound of hopeful music, To set my mind free and put all my heart ache to rest, It’s all round me, Keeping me happy with a snap, But letting me embrace my tears for it, What is this sound I hear? The joyful music to my ear, So I kept my smiling face, And embraced the happiness from it, Yes, to my heart it sung, Yet you hear me the sound of me…joyful Can you see!

Holiday kindle

You and I came together once again, To share this moment in our hearts, The season of the year, The streets fill with white snow, That when you came to me with the love of rekindling, My heart said “yes”, To have your love so true, The night of our love grew, We united our love with the binding love of commitment, To see each other through, To guide our love to happiness, I grew on you, The holiday that made it happen was a memorable one, From that day on our love grow as one, So let not forget our holiday love, For it was the one that we rekindle our bond

The moment

On the day of all days you came to me, With the love so pure, And said to me, “Our bond so strong, She love we share grew into something wonderful, By tonight I have a surprise so true, Get ready for a night to , Take my hand, And I take this rose, By the end you and I will be wed”, To my shock I replied “yes”, But my heart was so speechless, That when she saw the ring, So knew you meant it, And at the nights end, She jumped and shouted, I DO

The Sound of Love

The rhythm of the beat gets my heart pumping, The call of the movement lights my heart, When I speak about the way it makes me feel, My face glows with ion, When you talk to me in the sweetest tone, I melt to your every word, When you tell me those three big words my heart skips a beat, When nature of love get my body in motion, As a walk and dance to the wonderful sound, When you touch my body, It lets out the moan of pleasure, When I explore your love to the fullest extension, My soul melts deep within itself, To have you in my life, Spending every moment with you, Makes me hear the wonderful sound of love!

Dream ion

As I lay there falling asleep I think about dreaming of you, In my dream you come to me as my ionate lover, And we make love from dark night to the break of dawn, My hearts beats a pounding rhythm, As you cress my body with your fingers, Then you kiss my lips with the sweet taste of honey, Then you lead me to a milk bath that’s waiting for me, You slowly take the sponge and squeeze the milk on my back, Then you move downwards towards my love spot, As you play with my heart by whispering I want to make love to you, Then you lift me out of the milk bath and carry me to the bed and, You begin to kiss and cress every inch of my body as you devour your, Body up against mine, You make love to me like it was your last time, And you make sure that our love stay with me when I wake, But before your love could reach me I woke as the sun reached for my eyes.

Spring Time ion

As soon as the weather started to warm up, My heart was beginning to feel something, A new love was about to enter my life, After the bitter winter, My dream thug came far and wide for me, Spending time with him made my heart grow warmer. As he touch every inch of my body with his strong hands of love, Then we sit and conversant over a long ionate stare into one other eyes, Then as we walk towards the bedroom, We begin to cress one other body as he lay me down, For the taking of his pleasure, He begin to make love to me as I take every inch of him, It was a delight to my satisfying pleasurable moment, Then he take me over to the kitchen where, Breakfast, lunch, and dinner was served, And it carried on until desert.

Saving my First ionate Kiss

As dream of my first real ionate kiss, I think of my love of my life, I think of him, Holding me so soft and gentle, Loving every inch of my body, Whispering how much he loves me, And waiting for the moment when he leans to me, And kiss my lips so ionately, That my heart and soul quiver, Waiting for the moment to kiss him back, With a long lasting thought of making sweet ionate love to him, Waiting for the kiss of my heart to say I love you too The moment of my sweetest deepest desires when the kiss is Everlasting in my mind, Waiting for that moment when we would share our kiss over and over again, Saving my First ionate Kiss with the man that I love, Is what I’m waiting for!

Oral ion

As my eyes and heart lay upon your body, the only thought that runs through my mind is, tasting every inch of you from top to bottom, as I think about you, my love spot starts, to get wet from viewing your body, The night grow as we gently cress each other love spots, positioning our body to the sixty-nine way, we begun to taste each other, slowly tasting one another juices, and intensifying the movement of every suckle, as our love spot grow hotter and wetter, we both both begun to let out a soft but quiet moan, we devour each other in the kitchen, suckling on cherry’s and chocolate syrup, as the night turn to morning, we devour our love suckling to the table, where we feast on each other for breakfast.

Making Love to You Under the Stars

My heart grow ionately in love with you, it want to take you to a world of no return, it want to kiss and cress every inch of your body making sure it don’t is a spot, it want to take you hand and guide, it to my love spot where she awaits your touch, it want to pick a spot where there won’t be any interruptions, it want to devour your love skills in full force, so it can scream out with delight, where it can look up and the color of the sky at night, so it can say the number of stars there were in the sky, my heart want to make love to you over and over again, as the moon light reaches and touches our body, my heart want to show you all the love that she has to give to you, just one night under the star making love to you.

Living in your love

Being caught up in your love is a wonderful feeling, Liking every minute of you, Seeing you for who you really are and loving every bit of it, Living with you is such a joyful way, The way you comb your hair, The way you make the bed, And the way you cook, I love every second of it, Experiencing you love for the first time is what I love about you, The way you make endless love to me, Or how you cress my body to make me feel comfortable, Living in love is the way that I wanted to feel, Loving all of you and not just part of you, Believing in your love is truly harmony, It’s like music to my heart, Being wrap up in your love, Is worth living in your love.

Bubble Love ion

Uncomfortable from the heat, I draw me a bubble bath, With the scent of milk and honey, I ask you to me, You get in before I done so, I tell you that I have a surprise for you, I leave to get the surprise, I bring back my pleasurable toy, And we began to explore the magic that it gives, You take the toy and put it on my love spot, As I cress your love spot, And we began to make love, As you play with the toy on me, You hold out your hand and said, I love you too, As we climax to our highest peak, This was the ion that I was craving,

On a Personal Level

This is what my heart feels for you: My heart calls out your name in love, It keeps you in mind, She wants you all the way, She loves you so true and dearly, She shows you that she care,

While within loving herself, She loves you to the core and roots of ion, She wants you to hold her, She wants to feel your soft gentle hands on her, My heart wants you to speak to her, She wants to wake up on top of you, Not only that She wants to MARRY you. And who needs family and friends when all I want Is to be with you, And who needs them when they can’t

Come between you and our love, With this said, Our love and happiness is on my Personal level!

Love of all Love’s

Whenever I search and wait, I think about that special love, As I take that journey to find my love, I will come across many love’s, But only my heart will remain true to you, Deep down within me, All I could see is only you, The loyalty that I have for you, Won’t never turn blue, The honesty in my heart, Will never turn to deception, As many will try to get in my heart, My love will honor your love, For many of the loves that my heart will cross, For will be my, Love of all Love’s

Times Get Hard

The over wellness of facing a trouble task, My love could count on you, The unbalance is the thing that we conquer together, But being strong is on of my strengths, With you by my side we both can overcome the struggle, Leading us down the path, Of the movement in our hearts, We can oversee the struggle, As are hands as one, We become more powerful to fight the hard time, Like any other time, We can make it thru, Having love for and one another backs, We both know that sometimes, Times get hard!!

Relationships of ion

Searching for the right type of ion can be hard, My mister or misses right is waiting for my point of return, Leading and walking to love, The paths that I come across is more differential, My heart belongs to his or her love, But many of them I can’t resist, To make ionate love with a kiss, My heart sometimes breaks another, But all at once, It fights for the ion of one’s love, Take my spirit of ion as I walk holding hands with another, My love to see the truth behind my eyes, For the ion lead right in relationships, Only to find out that love was right there in my eyes, Sealed with an ionate kiss. So I wait upon the moment to start my love search up again, in and out of comment relationships that don’t mean a thing to them, But when I find you my heart and our love,

Will be seal upon time and destiny, so until then my heart will always be in relationships of ion.

Times of Love

Sometime my heart loves, At other time it does want it want to, Keeping my ion is a must, Learning to love is a desire, So I play with you to keep you interested, My love spot is a treasure, Find the right angle and you’ll enjoy my sweet honey juices, Other time I don’t want you, But when you light up the mood, I play it cool, You tease me with playful matters, When it time you always let me unwind, To say you’re in love, I would say it calls for “Times of love”!

Love Letter of Love

I pour my heart out, To show you I care, Your love means the world to me, So I wrote you this letter, The love that came from me is the light that guides the way, Your love is all that I’m asking for, Please don’t turn away, Take my hand in the love of happiness, Hold my heart with tenderness, Cress my body to explore the mountains, Say I love more, And my love will always be yours, Now that we’ve together as one, Let our love be define, This is my love letter, Of

Soulful ion

We have to “spend time” more you say, So I put on some soft jazz music, Cook a wonderful dinner, Light some scented candles, Chill some wine, Run you a bath, Lay rose petals on the bed, To me this is so define, I want to put you in the mood, To relax your mind, Take my hand, Shall we dance? Open up your heart, To what I have plan for you, Kick off you shoes and let me rub your feet, This is my soulful treat.

Black love

As we turn all the light on in the house, I blind fold you into complete darkness, I tell you that I want you to open up your four senses, First we’re going to start with your ears, As you hear the soft music plays in the background, Next we’re followed by taste, As I feed you cherry’s with whipped cream, Now we’re, smelling the sweet smell of, Tulips as I put them to your nose you let Off a wonderful moan, We finish bay you touching on something, I wanted you to take a guess and you guessed right, You were feeling on my hot wet, juicy, love spot. As I guide you to explore your senses, I hoped you enjoyed what I called My way of black love.

Tender Kiss

As the night sky clears, We both look up into the dark blue sky, And stare at the stars, We both make a wish upon that one special star, Then we look into one another eyes, As I see your thick smooth lips, My love spot begins to get moist, How I waited for the time to feel your lips upon mine, I could only imagine what your lips feel like, I picture your kiss, so sweet and true, Then you lean close to me as I close my eyes, You cress my face, and told me that you love me, And kiss my lips for a ionate long time, The kiss was so sweet and tender, That I blurted out I love you,… make love to me

Our Love within Time

As my heart daydreams on how you will be mines, I picture myself making love to you, My heart fall in love with you more and more, In time I will show you the ion that I grew to have for you, Day dreaming about the sweet kisses that I want to give to you, Touching every inch of your body, Make me want you more, Placing you in heart is what I done, Letting myself fall for you, Going wild like to loving couples, I must have you within time, Our love will grow fonder of one another, To have one kiss is truly an desire, This will be our love, Within Time.

From Lust to Love

From lusting of my ion to find love, I follow desires to a place where I can explore, Leading my heart down the path, Right into the arm of a ionate lover, I yarn for his touch, I crave his kiss, My heart opened the playing field, As he take my body to a different world, I blinked my eye and pitched myself to see if the love was real, As I take every inch of his manhood, I could feel a tear fall down our cheek, As we made the ionate love that one could make, And at the end, Our love grow strong from that very moment on, Until this day I could honestly say I went from lust to love

Five Star Love

You take me by the hand, You guide me to the room, Before we go in you, blind fold my eyes, Still holding my hand, You guide to a table, Then you take the blind fold off, To my surprise you had dinner ready with a gift set, The room was beautiful, It had rose petals leading from the bathroom to the bed, Candles lite, the filled the room with a perfect scent of vanilla, After dinner you said wait, to open your gift I drawn you a bath, You washed every inch of my body, Then you took my hand and lead me the bed, Where you told me to lie down, And handed my gift to me and said open it, It was an engagement ring and you asked for my hand in marriage, My answer was yes and you made sweet ionate love to me.

Waterfall ion

When we woke up we was on this beautiful, fantastic tropical Island, We discover that we were stranded, As we search for food and shelter, We both grew ionate for each other, We made a fire and cooked up an meal, By morning we didn’t need to call for help, We turn our mishap into our love paradise, We walk around the island for hours, Until we came across this beautiful waterfall, We decided to go for a swim, As we were swimming, we began to kiss, And tell each other that we love one other, As we held each other, you picked me up, And carried me to the waterfall, Where you told me your deepest desire, You wanted to make to me there inside and under the waterfall You start by taking my breast into your mouth, And suckle ionately on them,

With the water cascading on us, You kiss me so deep and sweet that my heart melted, Then you went underneath and devour my love spot like it was you last time, Then came back up from the water and Carried me to the spot where the water wasn’t touching, You laid me down and started to make love to me, With such a ion, I couldn’t resisted, I was submissive to your every desire, As we hear the water cascading on down to the rest of the water, You went deeper inside of me as you whisper in my ear, You love that we got stuck on this island, I’m lucky to be here with you, And that this was and has always been my desire to make love to you, Will you marry me when we get off this island? With every stroke you whispered all that and with every word, I shouted out yes and this is our waterfall of love and ion, I shall this day…… the day we made love under a waterfall.

Captivating Your Love

With the gratification of your love I’m desperate for more, Loving every aspect of your body, You leave me craving for more, I ache out of the pain of hunger, When I hear the sound of your voice I just cream all over, Intriguing as it sounds your love is, What I want to capture, Your love is what I want and have, Your mind and spirit drive me wild, Your captivating bedroom eyes is what turns my body on, I just want to take a walk on The wild side of lust and beyond, Can’t you see that your love is captivating for me, I dream of the day you come and let my Heart be free and wild with you, “Oh” how your love is captivating to me.

Picture Perfect

Our love is so damn define that it’s perfect, The tie that’s between us is so gratifying, That I cherish every moment, The love that’s we share is the light in the sky, The ion that we give to on another is so picture perfect, It touches and move every inch of my soul. If I could capture every smile of each day, The picture would say we’re in love and happy, If I could capture the love that we make to each other, The motion picture would tell the story of how ionate we are. If our family could see how happy we’re are, They would tell the story of how we look at each other, They would also say we are meant for one another. When I look in to your eyes, I could only see us, The picture prefect lovers to all kind.

Sentimental Love

We parted on that was both mutual, The love that we once share I will always and cherish, When we said our good-byes, My eyes were lying, My heart was crying, And my soul deeply in pain, The good times that we had share are the times I love the most, In my heart your love is all I can think of, In my mind your words is all that my body craves, I love you to the depth of my soul, When I need you the most, I think about what you would say, And that clears my day, I love you and miss you, I will always think about you My Sentimental Love!

Tears of ion

As the night begins, The simply start of a kiss, Lead me into the ionate love making ever. As you touch my body with the everlasting touch of love, You kiss every inch like I’m your forbidden fruit, Then you slowly guide your tongue down to my sweet hot spot, Where you taste my nectar of honey, With the grace of delighted joy! Then you put your sweet shaft into my love spot and begin to make The everlasting, ionflower love that we could have, As I give you all my love tears begin to fall down my face, The love that we’re having is so ionate, That my heart is crying out in the name of love. It’s tells you to love me harder and longer, For this is my tears of ion, And I want more

The Love That I have to give

Take my hand I shall give you my heart, Take my heart and I shall give you love, Take my love and it shall be everlasting, The love that I want to give, is yours to have, My heart is in the thought of your heart, To love with all my might, To be gentle and true, To love you with honors of a vow, To be loyal and stay loyal, This is my love that I want to give to you, You are my heart and I love you, I will say those words until I’m blue, My heart is genuine and true, That I’m glad that I’m Giving all my love to you

Uplifting

On the days when I’m felling down, You come around and lift my frown, Your heart keeps my heart flowing with the ion it feels, Your soft, but strong voice keeps my desire for your love in my mind, The way you speak touches my soul to the very core, Every time that I’m around you my heart, gets the joyful feeling of love, When you cheer me up, my only thoughts be of you, When I’m depressed, you always find ways to make me smile, Like when you buy me roses just to say I love you, Or the way, When you cook my favorite meal and put little Chocolate kisses shaped in a heart around my meal. Just being around you lifts my spirits. You brighten everyday with your sweet love, You make sure my heart is happy, You make sure that I’m smiling, You’re so uplifting…… I love you

Comion

In my time of heart ache your love is what I need, Your love is what my heart craves and desire, to be held with the love and to be touched with feeling of ion, My heart wants your kisses, Wants, your touch, Wants your words of heart to heart, But mostly she wants you. Your love, she want to be comforted it the warmth of you, She wants you to take all the pain away, Your comion gives her the strength to move on, Instead of running away from it, The thought of your comion, Ease’s her mind, To know that your love is so comionate, My Heart loves you more and more And my heart sat thank you and I love you.

The loneliness of the Sea

A cast away in this universe of people, Looking for that special someone to love, Hoping that my heart will find him, Hoping that his love will be touch my inner core Freeing my hurt of pain to make me jump for joy, Taking my heart into his warm hands, And never letting go, Making our love grow to thee, fullest way of happiness, Giving me his heart so that I won’t I feel alone, Alone in this universe of people, Watching and living the life of carefree and happiness, While me search for my only love to set me free from this cast away scene.

Playing the offense position

I’m fighting to earn your love, But you’re playing a defensive game, You heart is what I want to win, And your love is what I want to gain, My love I give to you freely, My trust is yours to have, Which you must to have! Every time you turn me down, with a no, I start over again with a new game plan, My offense positioning is in the line to To have your undivided attention, But you give me no choice to play the lineup, In the end my offense play will soon win the love of your heart, And I will gain the love of your love and happiness, All because I played the offense positioning!

Paths of life’s Joys

Just in life, we have to make choices that can lead us to happiness or to somewhere else, in this poem life actually show us how:

The Path

You’re born into this world, Hoping and looking to reach your goal, Here take my hand, I’ll guide you to your path, Here first started with education, Next start with the choice of continuing, Now add me in “life Now need me Employment Now here I come, Choose wisely, Love or lust, But now me I’m the biggest path, Do you want me to have happiness? Those was your guiding paths to reach me.

Moving on to find my love

This poem my heart spoke about the hurtful things:

You never gave me your heart, My heart was never yours too, We caught feelings of lust, But my bust was yours to thrust, You said you want to be with me, But instead you cheat and wanted to leave me, Our feeling was long and gone, So this was me to you, A piece of meat now, Screw you, I’m moving on to find my love, We never missed a thing, I won’t be returning again, This is my good-bye and that was our end.

Moving Mountains

I’m fight this war, To overcome the battle, Striking distances in the middle, Looking for a brighter day, The sunshine moved the rain, But I’m Moving mountains! Looking for the finish line, To my victory, Moving as many mountains that I can, My love in the end will gain, My power will reign, I’m moving mountains to Win the game of life happiness.

Struggling to reach happiness

When I’m down there is nobody for me to talk to, When I’m sad nobody comes to cheer me up, I look to myself and all I have is me! My family they laugh and cheer for each other, But when it comes to me, No phone call, Just me checking in showing them I’m alive, No friendship to call be-sties, Just you’re crazy and retarded, Now get away from me, These are my likings to become happy, Dating for love and happiness, Learning new ways to grow, Loving myself to the fullest, Doing things that make me smile, Reading a good book to relax, But most of all there is no negativity to hang around, Therefore bringing my frown into a smile!

Loving me with open arms

Even when we fight, You were there by my side, Giving me helping advice, When I need you to be there for me you were, When you needed me I was there for you, You shelter in the beginning, You clothed me when you were able, You tried to find me a home because I was not able, But you never left my side, You gave me money when I was in needed, You just listen to me when I was frustrated, You loved me, Because you care, Thank you for Loving me with open arms!

If my heart could express what she feels in a poem, the poem would go something like this:

Heart Ache from Family

When we was younger, we played together as a flock, Our mothers and fathers didn’t make us, We love each other and share our laughs and cries, We went to the same schools, Open gifts around the tree, But now that we’re older it’s you can’t accept me, The love from you is like hate from a stranger of the streets, I never knew why you never wanted to accept me, But heart says you’re lost not mines, You’ll going to miss out on my life, You have a family now, But I have a life now, So if you don’t love me I won’t cry, So this is goodbye now and you won’t hear, My laughs and tears of my happiness, and joys, My love for you is the same as your, Me accepting you I might be the fool, But your love as a family that’s why I’m

Not going to be the fool, Because I know each one of you!

All I hear is lies, Why can’t you be honest? Can you love me enough to keep it real? Well I guess not, So I’m going to, Let the truth be known, The truth is, All you want from me is my body and money and not my heart, The love you give is fake and disloyal, You say I need space, but your space, Is with another woman, You say you’re on the grind, But it be on our time, You love is nothing but lies, Game and tear so I ask, Now can you keep it real?

My life and my Heart of love

With every breath form day one, My life has only begun, With each step that I take, My heart beat a beat, With the memories of happiness, To the tears of pain, But I know one thing, My life is my life and my heart is my heart of love, To give it but not to have, To my joy is my joy, To have someone to love me, I can say that I too loved them, My tears of happiness is the, Memories of being myself, Within my heart, Of honesty, loyalty and respect, My life is my life, and my heart is my heart of love, So when the end comes I can look back and say

My life was my life full and true, My heart was my heart honest and true, With all the love my life, was my life and my heart was my heart of love

The Adventures in Time

From secret movies trips, To party nights of the town, This is my love to the time, from road trips, Out of time visits with family, My life is such an adventure, To spending time with my mother, And saying hi and bye to my father, My time is such so fast, From pampering myself of beauty, To myself shopping sprees, My adventures of time is all out of love, the love of waiting to be love, To love myself, to learn to love, But honestly to say, to be happy in life, This is the love of adventures in time.

Good loving Heart ache

My inspiring heart has this to say in a poem:

Making love to someone, Not anymore, Playing the waiting game, Of love and gain, My heart is still the same, My mind is pacing will he come, But in the end, I will get my smile of happiness, My eyes or not close, That’s why my mouth said no, Not them, YOU!!! Even though this heart ache is real, My heart doesn’t feel any pain, The love in me, Is alive and burning, So my flame is,

Never going out, Because my heart say, This is the Good heartache of love.

The Family Life of a family

I’m going to open this chapter with the warmth of an uplifting poem: My heart’s Love is out there From 50 cents “21 questions”, I have them, I know you’re out there, In the world looking for me, And I too looking for you, Will you come to me with open arms and heart? Will you be there when I’m down and out? Like I will for you! My heart keeps our love alive, For you to come and make the flame brighter, My heart searched for you near and far, You came once in my life, Before we departed, Without the word good-bye The massage of you returning, My love gets impatient, Waiting for when you walk thru my door, but yet,

She cannot ignore the way she feels for you, So she remains true, never turning blue She’s counting on you

The Heart my Family

My love is so strong, It’s the glue of my heart, With the love from my family, I can move a mountain, The life of them is the, Strength that give me the power to move forward, Picturing them by my side with every curve ball, My life with them is joyous, Happiness with the love forming, In our hearts, With Tender loving care, Together we can be everlasting, Love and strength get our love flowing with, Every argument, to every kiss, From the truth, to the love, This is my heart of my family, The glue that make me strong, I just have to move on and forward,

For me and them, With the loyalty of myself in staying true!

My love for my Babies

My heart t is pouring out for, The love of you, To know that I conceived you out of love, With every heartbeat, My love for you will never stop, As your mother, My love will be everlasting, From the moment you cry, To the moment you say I Do, My heart will get heavy if I ever lose you, But my tears won’t be in vein, Because you died naturally, With all of you my love is guarantee, For you to cry for me, And as your mother, My love will show you the way to, Real love and real happiness, So take my hand as your mother to,

Show you that my love will be your strength, My love for all of you is, my love for my babies.

A Husband’s heart

Out of all women he chose my heart and love, With the tears of his happiness, he loves me, He gave me his heart to hold and keep, I’m his key, With the strength to move a crowd, His love is so define, But, His weakness is the tears of disappointment, If I had said “no”, His love for me is without doubt, That when we make love, Our tears pour out, To have his love is and honor, So I stay true, And faithful, So his love will always be mine, But, If he ever take his love for me,

I will fight to get it back, Because, He love from him is……. Everlasting!!

The Love from My Baby’s Father

When we first met the connection was there, So pure and true, Out on dates, Flowers and candy, I knew for sure his love was going to be true, From honesty to lies, His love was oh so loving, Sexing me and giving me his seed, But he became more, Deceitful, To the games of where you at, To him leaving without a word, If I knew his love was going to turn me blue, I would have said “I’m threw with you”, But instead, I am loving, you for the sake of our child, Hoping that our love will grow and be a family, So you walked out my door,

Back and forth, I let you in, So the love you give, I love you back.

Altogether my Love

Even though I’m aware of many things and people, My love is what I like, Being myself in front, Having to enjoy my life to the fullest, Being happy with no frown, This is my life, Altogether, Waking up to a family, Listening to the cry of my children, To my heart’s loves of, There’s my shoes to where my keys, This is what my love is all about, But, I am sorry for those who missed out, But they all got their chance, But, With no Regrets, My love for them is the same as theirs,

But, altogether, This is my life with love and happiness, Not theirs!!!

Everlasting Heart of Hope

My heart cried out unto you, Faith brought me the love I needed, But believing in you my heart, knew it was a must. Falling for your hope of everlasting love, I knew it was thee trust, My eyes close shut to, Only reveal that time would keep us apart, My heart only wanted the two, Now my heart gazed on in time, waiting for your everlasting love. Hoping and waiting, But never standing still, My heart only knew the two, Walking out of people lives, without saying goodbye, She knew that the everlasting love was hope, But she wanted love from the two, Once was falling for something that that was there, Only to not have it in the near present time, The everlasting love was hope to,

Become something real, All in time of everlasting love from hope.

Dinners of Love

With each dinner I think about your love, I think about what you would say, What you would wear, But heart only sees you for the loving person she wants you to be, As she cook up meals to satisfy her hunger for love, With perfection of the meal she dines to only not have you near, When she drinks the poured wine, Her thoughts are only of you, Looking at the time as the clock as the time es, To knock from you at the door, But only to come to enjoy the dinner without you, Her hear open the path to the love of your soul, Only to find herself falling in love with you, Her mind thinks of only you as, She eats every dinner without you, She always saved a dish for you, As the time, and nights es on, She always eat dinners with you,

As she call ever meal, dinners of love.

Emotions of ion

As my heart and soul moves forward in time, My heart cries out with emotions of love, With you not by side in physical time, My ion of love grows more and more, Lusting for your heart to love me, My soul goes on crying, With the anger of you not being there, My heart goes on laughing, My moods gets patronizing, as men run their games, The search of your love becomes the game for lusting fools, My mind is filled with thoughts of why, and I really want to see you. As my hot spot heats up from not a touch, My ion of love is going wild, My mind and body controls the craves, As my mouth shouts out the demand, “Love me now or Not at all”, As my cries fills these four walls.

Hunger for your comfort

As I lay in my bed I crave your comfort, From the warmth of my body heat to the touch of your kiss, My stomach craves for the food of your love, As I gets up in the middle of the night, Only to come close to finding your comfort, With the wind in my ear whispering, “I’m right here, Come and lay with me”, But my eyes see no one. When I lay in my bed, Or lay on the couch, My heart skips beats with every ing minute on the hour, As I fall asleep dreaming that you’re in my arms, With the caressing of your hands, To the hair on your legs, Oh, how I’m hungry for your comfort. So in this dream that I’m dreaming, You are here lying with in my bed, Feeding my stomach,

The comforts that she wants!

Aches of heart Ache

My love for stop when I gave up on us, My heart breaks every hour after you told me that you were not coming home, As each day went on my heart tried to pull it’s self together, Crying and weeping, Why you leave me tonight, This is the ache of heart ache. My life moved forward with each ing moment, From tears of pain, To laughs of joy, But one thing remains the same, You’re not by side. My hopes for us two, Are loving you married and with kids, But since there you and me, It’s just emptiness, And the aches of heart ache, With the love of me loving you, My heart still remains the same,

True to you down to the core of my soul! That’s why I’m feeling the aches of heart ache.

Conversations of the heart

ith each ing time that we speak, My heart grow founder for your love, My face glows with the sound of your voice, My stomach fills with the flattery flies of butterflies, When we speak about our love, My soul cries “be with me until our dying day”, With each ing day, As our hearts speaks to one another, Our souls connect with the deepest thought of pure love, And with these words, “As one we will twine, A bond so strong, That when our love is tested, The strength of us will secure a tight hold”. As our love speaks for itself, Let our words of pure love hands, In the eyes of harmony, For this is our

Conversations from our loving hearts!

Patience of love

The time line to the unwanted

As the time moved forward my love started to fade, As the essence of my heart’s love went away, I started to say, Love I can’t wait for you any longer, My heart has moved on to be happy without, Future planning of become a family has remain in my heart, But not with you, If my dreams of eve loving someone and being in love with some, Then time is of the essence, Taking form to live for the present as the present, My time spent loving went in vein, Because you decided to forget all that you said in the message, And what was in your heart, Loving me you couldn’t do, But accepting the family that you want replace, That you left from, that my heart don’t want,

Loving you and becoming an family with you my heart, Just can’t take another mistake of you leaving once more, And having myself rise children that wasn’t created form love,

But from the mistaking of replace what have should have been, As the seconds goes by, My love and patience fades with each ing minute, Waiting on your love is not heaven sent, But, lust sent, And if we were destiny meant, Then in time spent waiting for your return, You would be here in my arms present time. Loving you my heart just could do no more, So it moved on in essence time, Which, was the present time for me, Looking forward to the future with someone to love her, And in dying of everlasting, My heart will always the man, That she met and love but forgot and took his time reuniting with her, So my heart leaves this message: In time I spent waiting for your return,

The times of conversations, And the time loving you, is no more, I moved on, but I have not forgot about you, For if we were to ever meet again Let this be known, it was my patience of love that kept us together in time.

My heart Stopped loving you

Even though I love you with all my heart, The love that I once had for you is not there anymore, When I dream I don’t dream about our love, I only dream about, The pain, the sorrow, in time of non-existence, But I say I love you, Yes my heart loves you, But it’s not in love with you, Waiting in time, my love faded, So why am I still with you? I don’t want to hurt you, But losing you will be the hardest thing for my love to swallow, The depth of my soul, Having you in my life is all I ever wanted, But not having you here with me is more than I can bare. So you asked why my heart stopped loving you, Well….. Here’s why.

Destiny Meant

Time after time again I see your face over and over, I’m beginning to think that were heaven meant. My heart has only loved someone who she met long ago, Truly you could be who she’s been waiting for, You sound like the person who she holds deep within her soul, The thoughts of you takes, form in the way of love that’s she wants, Memories of the face and heart she wanted to know, She thinks that you are heaven meant for each other, People comes and goes by only my heart knows, The connection of love that were sent through her veins, She opened up and said “yes we were Destiny meant”, But were in time do we become as one, A whole, when all I have is a memory of you, And my loyalty of love that I’m sending to you, Time is of the essence and if were Destiny Meant, Why does my heart love another love? Maybe I’m forsaking you, but if this is true, My heart is heaven meant for you,

I knew you were being true, That’s why in my soul, We are heaven meant just us two.

Second Chances

Mistakes happens all the time, My love doesn’t, Falling in and out of love is a fool’s love, The game played by the gamer, and loved by the fool, But in my heart I never turn blue, I give you a second chance because I love you, Not because I have too, Second chances can turn into the love for a fool, But that’s not why I giving it to you, As life goes on, My heart remains loving you after you’re gone, But truth is my heart it would be a mistake if I don’t give you another chance, It’s a chance to show me love, To gain my respect for you as a person, Not only that, But to re-trust you for the love you once had for me if any, So why I gave you this second chance, To show you that my heart is truly sticking by you,

To give you my love for it will be forever, And to show you I’m no fool.

Love in Disguised

The friendship of our hearts is the love in disguises, What my heart’s says, it tells not a lie, But the truth of loving you, From secrets walks along the lake, To mid date nights of romantic fun, When looking into your eyes, My heart skips a beat, my soul cries out in lust, But my mind tells me it’s wrong, keeping you in my heart, Our love would be so damn define only if I wasn’t, In a love relationship, So our friendship has to be a must, confining in I can’t not do, For it would ruin our bond, and make things bad, For my lover, would have a fit, But I love the way you make me feel, Only to not have what’s meant to be real, So this little friendship has to remain a friendship, Until our hearts is free to love one another, But as we move forward in time,

Our love won’t go in vein, For our love will the Disguise of love, For all eternity!

My Heart Cries Out For your Love

This heart is for you, It’s crying out for your love, The tears are for happiness that you’re going to give, With each ing time that my heart waits, She cries for you, Yearning for you to say you love to her, Waiting for you to warm her with kisses, My heart wants you to make love to her, But not in the sexual way, She wants your love to shine on her to the soul, She wants to be romantic with you like everlasting, Spirits of love that floats in time, My heart cries out for you in heaven, As well on earth, Thee angles say: Wait for you, His love is far but near, And nevertheless cry no more there’s nothing to fear,

For his love will enter your heart down to the core, My heart cries out for your love, I’m here waiting for you to love.

Anger of the ionate

As my heart goes darker, My love for you gets stronger, With each ing moment that you’re not here, My anger gets the best of me, From me shouting and fighting with everyone, To the hunger of wanting more, I can’t continue to fight these cravings of finding someone else, From cutting people from my life to find peace within my soul, My anger of ionate love grows more and more, From the past trying to find its way back in, To me saying I’m moving forward to let love in, And from things that will never be, to things that is meant to be My anger grows more ionate with every cry, When my heart tells white lies to hide from what it feels truthfully, To me say I love you willingly, Oh how I want to let you in, But my heart says, my guards are up, Because of what people have done to me, And not for me, and they won’t let me win,

Truthfully you can understand, Why I want you more and more, To have you in my life so you can say I love you more.

Time Spent on loving you

As my heart lays upon yours, My love for you grew into something that I knew, Many years of being faithful to you, I could turn blue, After reaching you I couldn’t turn away, My heart loved you and only you, Time spent waiting in the shadows, Hoping that your love would shine through, I couldn’t stop loving many years ago, Why my heart said take a chance, and she went for you, Now that you’re not here anymore, My love went on in vein, Hoping that you love me the same, Could I give up on you? Or should I continue to love you, All this time I spent on loving you, And I still haven’t heard from you, My memories of you begins to fade,

But my heart loves your name, So picture this, the words that I spoke to you, Heart breaker so you are.

Engagement Karaoke

When the songs play I sing with ion, As my heart dance to the melody, My spirits fly away in the clouds, Let these songs be the time of enjoyment, The words of speechless sound ring about, As you shout out take this ring that was Left beneath the tree, Place it on your hand as my word of committing to you, My love I pledge as you hold my heart in your hand, To everlasting love in destiny, We shall be, Many years of faithfulness, And still no sight of seeing your smile, I sing this love to you, Dwelling on what should have been, To the memory of, The shake from a hand, To the colors of showing loyalty,

This karaoke engagement is all for you, My love was faithful and true, And I’m still missing you.

Biological Heart

Now that the Storm is over, Time keeps my love in the light, You are the dream of my heart, The love of life, The hope that uplifts my soul, That’s why I love you so, You are me and I’m you, On the cloud number nine, Wishing that my clock would ring times two, And your love is right now, Each time I reset my alarm to have you here in my heart, To love you and to hold on for dear life, But there are many of you, Time three, I wish for you and hope, That somewhere in time, You hear my cry, why, It’s my biological heart ticking for love,

Thee love from your heart, Your touch, and your kiss, But most of all the love from your soul!

Strength of Words from the Soul

These words I say, I mean from the inner core, My heart knows no other, But love only one, I say these words to shine love into our hearts, The strength from them gives us meaning, Gives us hope to love on for all everlasting love, I share my words to give our love a bond, That no other shares and to have, These words I say is from my soul, I speak thee words I love you so, Honest and true, Those three words is the strength, That keeps us together like gorilla glue, The bond that keeps our love shining through the storm, The strength of our words that I’m saying to you, They come from soul, ing when I got down on bended knee, and said to you, Take my heart, I stay true,

For your love I can’t go without, For these are the words of my strength in love, Forever in time these words come from my soul.

Autumn Loneliness

On this cold autumn night my heart faces disappointment, In hopes of having you here with me, My body aches from not a touch, nor a kiss, I loved you enough for you to show your face to me, But still you regret me, You regret the family that was going to be many years ago, You regret the pain that we both encounter, But most of all you regret every meeting me, So you unleashed the painful hurt of loneliness on me, In which it came to me in the form of love from you On a night like this my love is so truthfully true, That when I hold my breath I could turn blue and cry, But my heart is so used to the pain, There are no tears of sorrow for me to weld, So on a night like this where are you, to keep me warm, Where are you to give and show me the face that my Memory of my heart she cannot seem to forget, Nor my ears of that love voice, that they hears,

On a night like tonight, on a cold night for Autumn Loneliness!

Sacrifice of my Heart and Love

From every moment of time that give my love to you, I compromise my life each and every day, More and more I give you what you want, And each time my heart breaks, There are tears where they should be smiles and joy, Hoping that one day you would sacrifice your love of work life, For the heart and love of me, As my life goes on I you by, With each ing time I live, My life, my love fades away, Living in the memory of you, I cannot do anymore, Things have to change even if you don’t love me like the way that I do, But the sacrifice that I do, I do for you and me and for the family that we once was going to have, 1.m living for me and without you in my life, My heart breaks knowing that she won’t live her dream of love, Nor ever loving someone back, Time spent never gone wasted,

Because with every sacrifice there is life moving forward, And never standing still, So my sacrifice of things, Come from my loving heart, in hopes of reuniting with you once more.

Imagination Love

Let me begin by fantasizing about the way you smell, Your scent is like a sexy, handsome, grown mature man, The scent is old spice, Your hair is cut short, and wavy curly, Your eyes is a dark blue grayish color, And your smile is so wonderful it reminds me of a star, I imagine that I’m in your arms smelling every inch of you, While you hold me and cress my skin, Oh, how I want you vigorously! The sounds of my inhibitions rings out as you suck on my melons, As my heart waits sensuously, As she beats on a rickety beat, She feels the thick deep stroke of your love shaft, As you stroke deeper and deeper, with ever stroke she creams, As she have multiple orgasms, She screams, I love you I love you, Make love to me over and over until sunrise, While I wait until you shout out,

I’m done, Oh, this is imagination Love.

If you were Like the Men that Played my Heart

I’m not saying that you’re perfection, But you chose my heart and my heart chose you, The other men had no clue, That my love was always searching for you, They played with my heart, My love, and my feelings, All you done to me was is not returning to me, They lied and cheated, and walked away, I broke their love game by leaving them and never returning to them, The same way you made love to me and left, You love is honest and cruel, To plan a family when in your heart you want to be free, Free to live your life the way you want to continue it, But loving me is so hard for you to do and understand, If you were like the men that played my heart, It would be ice cold, Frozen like a glacier back in the ice age, But you’re not,

So I can love you the way you wanted me to, Only if you would be a man and return to me!

Everlasting Search for Your Love

From day one of my love for music, My heart knew that she had fell in love with someone, And that is you, Your love for not loving me made want you more and more, Testing the limits of how far I would have to search for your love, As the pain got stronger and longer, The loneliness of my soul begun to turn cold, Hate for you turn into anger of loving you, With everlasting faithfulness of my celibacy, My heart ache pain, The vow of me wanting to take that risk of love, I put my heart on the line, Searching for a friend I didn’t want anymore, But one came my way, From phony friendships and love, I spent time waiting and searching, Just to have your love, you left a message saying that one day you would return,

I say today is the day that my heart could say: NOW I CAN STOP MY EVERLASTING SEARCH FOR YOUR LOVE!!

Loving you for your warmth

I love the way your breath feels on my neck, And the way you kiss my lips all in the wind of the spirits, I love you because you give me warmth, From the way you sleep, To even of the sound of your snore when your tired, The love you give can’t compare to no other, I love the way you smell, Your love is the slow rhythm of my meticulous love, With every beat your heart touches my, Even in flattery, Butterflies flutters up to cloud number nine, And in the heavens into the universe of destined love! If loving you is all I ever wanted, then I wanted it to be everlasting, With every moment in time to the last love of comfort, I never wanted to ever feel without your warmth. I believe in love after define love, From the sweet memories to new ones, Your love from you is loving, you for your warmth,

My love to you is keeping you near my heart, So loving you for your warmth, Is all I want.

My apology to My Love

My love what can I say to have your forgiveness, The way that my heart carried on, I knew I was wrong, But when I knew that our love child was growing inside my womb, I stilled carried on that way, Thee anger that I felt was like no other, But the way I treated our baby was like all the other pain, My heart was so heavy, And my mind agreed, If I take what you love away, Then maybe you would stay away, Now thinking back, I was wrong and for that, So here I’m am and here’s my apology, My love for you and our love child still be on my mind, I still have the sonogram photo of pour baby, How it grew into the gender that your heart wanted, And for this I apologize, I apologize for not making that phone call,

I apologize for not giving you that chance to be a father, But if you do find it in your heart to forgive me, Then my love you and I will have that second chance,

You don’t know how much the pain eats away at my heart, But every time that I see children outside playing my heart, Says that what should have been, But I don’t cry tears, Why you might ask, Well for many years I waited for you, And you came, But my heart was so heavy from all the pain, I wanted to see you again, but was afraid that you might reject me and our child, Nobody knew who you were, And how I became with-child, But, that night when the magic sparked, I knew that you loved me too, And for that I apologize, If I could change the past then I would, But my Love, This is why I’m apologizing to you,

I love you with all my heart and soul, I want to get down on one knee and ask for you to marry me, But only if you were here and near, Here’s my apology, my love, I apologize and I love you.

Over the Ice Box

Now that I played the love game for fools, I’m over the anger and now back loving you, My heart goes from wanting you, to not wanting you, But as always my love for you will remain true, Looking back at the pain, I could laugh, But ing it would last, From family to family, Your love for me was there, but You knew that the game of fools, I could not bared, All of the unwanted heartache, But my love remain desirable for our love, With time to last my love drew to happiness, Now with you in my life I could love you deeply, I’m over the ice box of anger, Now back to loving you again, In spirit and the in time of essence,

My heart will always be yours, And after love you will be my heaven sent love Why cause I’m over the Ice box.

Stormy Tears

Walking outside with my emotional hurt on my face, Because of the heavy pain that I’m faced with, The rain seem to hide my tears, But, the rain cleanses my soul, The rain cleanses my heart so I won’t turn cold and have bitterness, As I go deeper into the storm my tears are pouring down, As my mind ponders what next, I need a change, Love has truthfully been unkind to me, Family disappointments me, Boyfriends cheats, hurts me and leaves me, Friendships are not real but fake, So the storm that I’m now in, Is washing my tears away, Strength and happiness about to come my way, Loving myself has set me free from all the pain, But moving forward, Has guaranteed that love will find me one day,

Why? because I loved myself so someone can love me in return, Forgiveness of the pain, this was the storm that my tears had washed away.

Smiles of the Heart

Real true love my heart smiles and says yes, From the core to the depths of my soul, My heart smiles to you, From the genuine love to the purity of our happiness, My heart would not ever stop smiling, When in harsh times only our love shines thru, The smile from me to you, Our hearts would never turn blue. The love that we give to one another, The stronger we become in strength and in love, The more smiles that come the longer our hearts twine, Forever in time, Until we reached our heavenly life, And enter the sky with smiles upon our hearts, Our love and strength kept us together, In happiness and belief, To know that our love is truthfully loving and warmth, From the tenderness of care,

To the wonderfulness of our smiles, These shall remain the times and memories that Our hearts smiled honestly, and true.

Keeping the Belief in Our Love

Warmth, loving you to being in love with you, The belief goes way back to my soul, Looking in your heart to look into mines, Our love goes on in time, Time after time our love fight battles that wonders on, But in the end the war begins, But it’s only our belief that makes our love so strong, And the strength to carry on, Our love that’s so define, To make everlasting love, with the hope to believe, That our hearts will one day twine, And beat with every beat on the tick of every clock, To the rhythm of our love, Will lay a bond of our belief, The belief of love that keeps our hearts beating as one, But only if our belief is true, That honesty will shine thru, For the love of our love,

To our belief of love, That’s all we would have to do is keep Our belief in our love.

Tales of the Lusting Soul

My soul wants you and so much more, Down to core of love and fortune, But the way to get you and your money, Is for you to be with me, My heart don’t love you, And my eye are filled with tears, My feelings just aren’t for you, But I love you enough to be with hurt and pain, From you cheating and lying, To the bragging of someone name, Without knowing who they are or where they come from, But there no shame in the lusting game, So hear me now and this will be the line of your life, Play with my mind with the lies of a fool, And see the grin upon their faces, but Be warn that when the time comes for them to come about, When life flashes before your eyes, It’s only then your heart will find what it seeks,

For this is the tales of the lusting soul. Until the greed goes beyond the lust, This is your life of deceit, jealously, and mistrust.

Being Without You is so hard

As the days goes on my heart goes aching, The sounds of an another heartbreak get louder and louder, Why because you’re not by my side, in my life, Time keeps going on but you still haven’t return to me, My love of us gets more lost, Lost without you, My heart awaits and hopes for you to be here with me, I’m faced with problems that I can’t hide from, What lessons have you put on me? To keep you from me Mornings are nevertheless the same, But when the night comes the pain begins, You were the strength and the key, But where are you now, What’s keeping you from me? I want my life back, the life with you, But where are you, You’re nowhere to found, Living my life,

And being without you is so hard. I think that I’m in misery, Because life and being without you is so hard!

Feast of Love

I don’t have the perfection of preparing my heart to you, To give you the meal of my undying love, The tenderness of my soul, I present to you, Take this meal that my heart has made for you, Eat, drink by candle light, And make sweet ionate love by daybreak, Hold my heart and never let go, For this feast is the feast of my love, Dance with me to the music of happiness, But, smile with the joy of love, To feast upon this meal I made for us to enjoy, To enjoy the company of our committing hearts, To feast upon this meal I made for the love of our souls, But to have the love pour into pour eyes as we gazed into each other dreams, For this is the feast of love, The feast of love that I made forever lasting love, And the perfection of giving my heart to you,

On this day, the day that I made my feast of love, For you and I to have and enjoy, And the day that my heart poured out into the feast of love!

I AM My Own Person

You say it for my own good, You tell me it’s better for me, Making decisions for me, But I’m going to let you in on something, I am my own person, I decide what’s best for me, I have a mind, I have a voice, I speak up for myself, My body doesn’t make me I make it, My sight is perfect, I see clearly, I am my own person, So you don’t have to, Speak, see, or decide for me, Unless I ask you to, But for this is why, I am my own person,

So stop saying it’s in my own interest, Because I am my own person!

Scent of a Lifetime

I send you out into the world, With my love to explore, Like a butterfly who blooms with its soft touch, I give you my scent of a lifetime, The smell of my love, Is the memory of us! To have that simple kiss, My scent I give to you, Off it the mountain of love, My scent is for love, So if you return to me, My scent will remain thee, My scent of a lifetime, Truly and pure, My scent for you, Is the sweetest smell from a bee! To the flower in a tree, You will my scent,

Because My scent will be… a scent of a lifetime.

Love brightens my heart

To see the joy of happiness, From your heart and love, Brightens my heart, To have you love me, Brings tear to my eyes, Looking into our hearts has put our love to The highest peak, Loving you my heart feels the simplest joys of love, Living life to the fullest, Being in love with you, My heart skips a beat, My heart feels the pleasurable feeling of your warmth, To have love in my life, It brightens my heart, To my natural way, My heart feels the warmth of it, So my heart is smiling, and laughing, Why?

Because love brightens my heart!

Secrets of the heart

When the heart pumps and flow love, It keeps hidden the truth, What she feels and thinks, The deepest darkest truth, The heart remains true, It knows how to reveal love and hide it, The deepest darkest pain the heart feels, It know when to express the tears, And when to hold them back, It expresses the joys of happiness, To life’s memorable moments, From love to pain the heart, Hold lots of secrets, From finding some to losing that, special love, It moves on and won’t Reveal that she moved on, Or if she believes in Love after love,

The flowing of the heart, Is the secrets within her.

Opening my Soul

The wind in my hair, The water on my feet, The touch of love on my body, My spirit is set free, Free to love, Be loved, Mostly to open up with love, The pain and anger of hurt is gone, My heart can explore the ways of nature, Cleaning my soul, Throwing out the unwanted, Making way for the keeps, Cherishing every moment of happiness, Opening the doors to endless things, This is me! Opening my soul to the ways of my life!

Time is ticking

As I age in time, My spirit goes it’s time, As my heart gets over the pain, My tears stay the same, As my body heals from the exhaust of endurance, My soul said I’m ticking, Time is ticking, When will you love again? Your clock is winding down, Your heart is beating without love, Your body is healing but, In time it’s crying, Your eyes can’t see anybody, But the blindness is still, Time is ticking, What wrong can’t you hear? Time is ticking still.

Spiritual of the heart

I look within my heart to find the love, I look within my soul to find you, I cross my fingers in hopes to find you, Staying well within my love range, I pledge this vow the same, To withdrawal my love, To stay faithful to the meaning, I look to myself, I vowed to love myself first in order to love you, My heart has drew you in and want to keep you, But the pain don’t want to let go, I fight to win the soul core of you, The dark wants you near, But the love of you could only fear, The river that I must , And the road that I must take, Is the journey to the, Happiness of the,

Spiritual heart!

Motivation

As I build up the strength, My heart set out for the courage, My mind is set, Lets’ go I can do this, I f I want it I can overcome it, Fighting with all my might, Knocking out things that get in my way, Will power is my game, But, Motivation is the gain, To hear myself roar in the eyes of a lion, To have my pride of my journey, To set my goal, To have the winning ending in my ear, I won, I did what my heart wanted me to do, I won, All thanks to will power and

Motivation!

Pouring love into my soul

As I wait for my prince charming, I pour love into my soul, Caring for myself in many ways, Taking my purity to the next level of pureness, Maintaining my beauty from within, Out looking my kindness, Making sure my strength gets stronger, Loving myself to become the woman, That a loving man wants and needs in his life, Living my life to the fullest, Exploring new way to live, Giving up things that have a negative outlook on my life, Not worrying about people who don’t worry about me, Becoming more wiser, Becoming more mature, But most of all, Learning how to live and love so, I can be loved.

Calmness of Still Waters

The water in my life runs so calm, and peaceful, To have the maturity of being a woman, Exploring ways to become better, The water runs peaceful, The flowing of my river, Calm down, only to flow still, No more pain, No more anger, To look within myself to find the loving, Caring me, My water runs still and peaceful, To have security of, Self-control, Knowledge, Wisdom, Beauty, As well as, inner beauty, My waters,

My waters are as calm, As the calmness of still waters.

Tears of Our Everlasting Love

These tears I cry is for the joy you bring me, These tears I cry is for the strength of our love, I cry these tears because, Of the happiness we give to each other, The tears that runs down my face is not from pain, But from the thanksgiving of or hearts, From the children that we made, To the vows that’s set in our hearts, These tears I cry is not from sorrow, But from the love that’s Look upon our eyes, These tears I cry is from me saying I love you, And you holding me, And saying I do too, These tears I cry is from me holding on to our love, As I take this journey to find, our hearts, To come across your love and to Searched the world,

To find you and only you, These tears I cry is For our everlasting love!

Take My Love….. Never Let Go

I’m going to say these big words, I LOVE YOU, I’m going to show you those words by giving you my heart, Take my heart and place it in your hands, My love for you will be everlasting, Never let go of my heart, For my love stays within it, I will shine the sun upon you, For it’s my love I’m giving to you, So take my love ….., For my love is genuine, Never let go…., For if we should part, My love will stay upon your heart, Hold on to my love, My love is the strength, The bond of glue, That’s keep us together,

Take my love…. But Never let go…. For it’s your forever more!

Sex Roller Coaster…… The Vow

I’m on this ride of lust and pain, Nobody wants to love me, And I’m the same, My heart turns to ice, My love the freezer, This ride has gotten me the ice fever, So I’m taking this vow, The vow of no pleasure, To love myself, To cleanse my body, To mature my mind, And to love my soul, For many days and nights, With the strength, I vowed that my pleasurable moments will Be done until I find that one, I’m on the journey, But not on a roller coaster,

To vow that sex will be no more, Until I’m sure he the one I will adorn forever.

The basketball Heart

The heart of the game is fighting to win, For you and I to fight the battle and in the war, Our defense is the love you give for us to be strong, Our offense is to get the opponent weakness for us to have the chance to beat them, The battle is us fighting the negativity of the one whom trying to come in between us, You and I are the number one players on the team, To keep going and letting our strength carry on forth, 1+1 equals you and me as a team, To have our heart be together as a whole, And continue the game as we fight to gain to win the game, We score as the winning team but to win with as a team, Our love will grow to, To fight the struggle of the war, And grow as a loving couple, who has fought side by side, In the war, as the battle went on, Our love maintain the pureness of everlasting, So the game of our fight was to win,

And we won, So in the end the battle, is over, And our love gain a new beginning, And this was the love of our basketball heart.

The Wild Walk of Love

Exploring the wild side of love, Takes my breath away, Walking down every exotic road, Experiencing the moments of cherishing, Not regretting the bold moves, Living on the thrill side, My heart takes in with each beat, That the person who is by side, Loving every minute, Not being promiscuous, But living to the highest and fullest peak, The walk of love, Take me to new places, Meeting new people, But mainly, Find out who I’m am as a human, And finding the love of my life, So if I could I would,

Take and do the, Walk of love again and again.

Things will get better….. I have sunshine

When things look down, And I have A frown, I , Things will get better…. I have sunshine, With the sun rays upon my face, My heart on cloud happiness, I race to the sky, With a fast but slow pace, That tomorrow, Is a better day! When time gets my down, I pick myself up with a song that in my soul, I sing to the melody, My love will shine again, I that, Things get better…. I have sunshine, When I that quote, I know in my heart that,

Things will get better because it does.

IF I Died Tomorrow

If I left this earthly life, What was my life like? Can I say that it was a good one! Will I say it was an excited one This is what I can say: My life was a life of experiences, I shared some times with people that didn’t love me, Or did I, My life was with friendship, And without, I was angry, And in pain, I was happy and without hurtfulness, but most of all My life was fill with love, Love from family, Even if we didn’t spend time, From a special love or two, But all I can say if I died tomorrow,

My life was a Great, wonderful, and happy one!

A sliver-lining under the rain of pain

My head might be down, But I know there’s a silver lining, Move out the way pain, Here comes a brighter day, The darkness of the rain, My heart will regain, Cause there’s A sliver-lining under the rain of pain, I’m going to shout to the world that, My love has been restored, The power of my heart knows it way, Why because there’s a silver lining up under the rain of pain, Now the rain of pain might be strong, But the silver lining is stronger, With this silver lining, My road to recovery, Will last and the pain will be gone but never forgotten, Why because,

I had got A silver lining under the rain of pain!

Searching for the Last piece of the Puzzle

As my mind set out to find what’s left of it, My heart is over whelm with the love of someone, She began to look for the missing link, Only to find someone new, To confuse to focus on her mysterious lover, But to only come across a new one, She fights desperately to regain the power or her mind, But her heart left her with a puzzle to solve, As the hours of the search begun, It turns into days and as the days, Turns into months and so on, Her mind began losing self-control, Until she drop off the planet, But not in hiding but in the world of love, Trying to solve the puzzle, She came across the last piece, And that was the last piece…. But wait, Her heart taught she was on the track of solving the puzzle

Until that special knock at the door, Who is it?

At Peace with Love and Pain

My healing began when I stepped on that bus, Traveling through time, As the bus takes me from city to city, Sight seeking the road of recovery, Snapping pics, And listening to my healing music, Thinking if I would have stayed, What would have happen? Exploring my nature of feelings, Taking the walk on the wild side, But most of all, The forgiveness that I gave to all, Healed my heart, Free my mind, My body, and my soul, Even if I wanted to stay dark, My heart and the dark side said don’t let the pain win, Healing is the victory of all pain,

My heart let me love again, This is why I’m, AT PEACE!

Mentally changing

As I get older my mind is changing, Changing for the better good, Stabilizing the it health from the pain, Maturing from the hurtfulness that was inflicted upon her, Thinking, but not forgetting, Forgiving, and picturing happiness, Depending on herself as well as her power, The only thing that challenges her is the phrase “you can’t”, Not giving in to the negative outlooks of darkness, But embracing the love that it has for her, Overcoming the pain that caused her to lose self-control, Her moods get better as she grows into, The powerful mind of awareness, The powerful mind of self-control, As she turn from the depths of sorrow to the light of seeking, Form just going to waste, to improving her skills of knowledge, To having wisdom, Of knowing that she can do better,

My mind and heart challenges itself to do things because, They are mentally changing.

Healed Emotionally and Physically

My feelings was hurt, My body damaged, But I’ve healed to see another fight, My body ached with shame and pain, But she fought to gain, She took back the power of when I say so, The anger of I hate you, To the words of I forgive you, From carrying and the losing of a fetus, To the strength of gaining health, But most of all I healed emotionally and physically, From the love of, I’m here with you, To the pain of I’m leaving you, From the beat downs, To the power of it won’t ever happen again, I can proudly say, I’ve healed emotionally and physically.

Working on my Happiness

It’s time for me, Yeah, they hurt my feelings, Yeah, they even hurt me physically, But they didn’t get the best of me, My heart or my love, Now it is time for me to be me without them, Living and enjoy my life, Taking time out for me to love me, To embrace my love that I have for myself, Working toward my goal of being single and free, And in a relationship Do I want love? Do I want someone to love? Yeah, sure if they can love me for being me, What I mean by being me is: Down to earth, loving, caring, kind, But most of all My powerful

Self-Respect!

Growing wiser

Aging the development of life, As I grow, my life become meaningful, I age by the man kind of life, Mature by the mother nature of wisdom, To evolved into someone powerful, To develop in time with, Outer beauty, Inner beauty, Self-Respect, Dignity To grow and have, A mind to prevail in life, To share with my children the walks of life, To grow, To grow, And have the world see me for me, To grow to be able to live in the world, Out most of all,

To grow, And say that I grew and lived my life, Knowing that you were a part of my wisdom.

Funny how Tables Turns

You might laugh when I’m down and out, Or Even in pain, You might laugh when nobody loves and want me, But see who got the last laugh, I do, My world flipped around for the good, My powerful mind didn’t go to waste, My heart never got broken, And my love that I showed never was in vein, Funny how tables turns, It’s you after me, Wanting me, Wanting my help, But when I was around, All you gave me was pain, Every girl that looked your way, You gave them a chance in love,

But with me you played the hurt game, Funny how tables turns, And look who’s crying now…… you

My heart yonder for your love

After all that hurt and pain my heart yonder for your love, After all the fools who were running game, My heart yonder for your love, With every beat, Why heart cries, Come to me, come back for me, My Heart loved you to the fullest, My heart said why did he leave me? My heart yonder for you love, With every pounding moment, She shouts out don’t you love me?, She dreams of you, Speaks for you, My heart yonder for you, Don’t let me beg and plead, But my Heart yonder for you Why my heart yonder for you,

Well She loves you.

My Soul within my Heart

With every man and boy that I came across, There was my soul within my heart, From every painful moment there was my soul within my heart, The love of him drove so deep within my heart, That my heart flutters when he speak, Oh, how my heart craves for his soul to connect with my love, But my heart knows that there’s a soul in her, When she beat each beat, She let him know that she is he waiting on him to come for her, With the blood flowing through each vein, She knows that his heart keeping their love alive, From the way she looks, To the way she moves, My heart knows that there’s a soul within her, Yes indeed my soul within my heart knows, That his place for love is there, Far and near, My soul within my heart will always be there,

With everlasting kisses to the hugs of good-bye, My soul is within my heart and my heart is within love.

Born to Love You, what’s meant to be will Be

Picturing my heart with you is all I could do, Loving you is all I want to do, But where are you, My heart just don’t know, Seeing happy couples and wondering if that could Be you and me one day, I know in my heart that I was born to love you, Someday we will meet and be together in harmony, Because I know one thing for sure, That what’s meant to be will be, All the searching I must go through is worth my time, Because if we are meant to be then we will be, From earthly life to our heaven sent one, Only for my heart sake, I was born to love. Time after time, My love floats by, Hoping and wait to see if we’re meant to be,

Because I know that one day you will me by, With the words of spoken hi, Then that will be the day we are meant to be.

Years Later

AS time keep ticking, Myself as well, Healing overall, My time will be ending, My pleasuring time will come, But most of all the pain will be gone, I got to know myself, Very well I might add, I’m like clock-work, Punching in and out, But mainly, Craving the sexual feeling every time And every blue moon, I releases so pure and true, From exploring new ways, To using new toys, My partner await with me, And help me out with,

Sexual games of intensity, So I would say, Many years later I still have a drive.

Lost by Accident

Now finding out about you, My mind was on keeping you, But the childish play from the being curious, You shout out let play the game of hide go get, But with clothes down, The touching and acting out what was seen on T.V Made me want to explore, Then you left me like a gentle breeze, But when I felt something wet, Only to find out that, The wetness was blood, I shouted stop, In shock, I ran fast away towards home, And when into the bathroom, And shouted I’m bleeding this is my period, Not realizing that you were took, In hours the bleeding had stopped, I ponder what happen,

And that’s when I said, I’m still pure but was not.

Do you Love me

Oh what is this? The time that I don’t want it, Is the time that I have to prove, You come to me, And ask me to let you enter me, But the time I say no not right now, You want me to prove my love for you, My redness of my flowing blood, Showed you on the protected cap, That I wasn’t lying, But you insist, So the mark that you left was the mark of something else, So you ask, Do I love you? And the question remains unanswered, But the way I feel is the way that sex feels, So the question is, Do you love me and,

I still don’t answer.

Touching Me

As your hands cress every inch of me, I get that feeling that I’m about to go weak, The movements of your hips, As you lay upon my thigh, gets my blood flowing, The way you grind and make me buckle to my feet, As you slip and slide right into my center opening, The moistness of my inner line, Get me hot and tender, And as you move slowly in and out, and around, I begin to silently shout, The feeling it’s so wonderful to have you touch me in this very way, I then let out this substance of relief, Then it was your turn, Me and you, You and me, This time you touch me in a sexual way, As you lie upon my chest you heard my heart pump the rest, Then we both went to rest.

Sweet Dream, Dream Lover

As we laid together comfortable, We made love, or what I felt was love, Until the night ends, I tossed and turn only to have my eyes wake from slumber, To hear you speak in yours, The telling of the told truth, You cheated, My heart felt the hard given pain, My head ached of anger, My flower felt its center hurt, To have my hands grab a sharp object, That my eyes cried tears, Only in my arms gave me the strength, To not hurt you, But my heart told me not to trust you, Now that you were unfaithful, My flowers said, BE CAREFUL.

Stop! Get Off

Wait, why are you being so rough with me, The pain off you hurting me, No, Please stop, Get off of me, This doesn’t feel good, You enter my back opening when I said no, The pain that I feel, Is no other then, you don’t love me, And you’re not pleasuring me, So Stop, Get off, I cried out for you to get off and away from me, My hands moving to fight to keep you from entering again, You’re fight to hurt me, But I keep fighting and crying and fighting out, STOP! GET OFF, But you never got off, Until you were pleasured, But I’m left Crying,

STOP! GET OFF.

What’s This

After I released this little round shape, I felt that my temp was changing, I’m in the mood more often, So I make my way to have pleasure, And that’s when it came, This wiggly fast moving cell, Moving toward my round shape, Then it enter my shape, And my shape changed, I started feeling very sick, I was tired, Then weeks later, my shape changed from being round, To a little thing, I said, what’s this? To my surprise it spoke, And said, Hi, I am a baby growing inside of you, Now would you, Tell my mommy about ME.

What am I

It time for me to get pleasure, But before I let you in, You wear a cover, I asked you, what are you wearing? You told me to guess, I felt you, You were slippery, You were stretchy, You were even bumpy, You were all the way to the rim, I said can I have a clue, You shouted I’m won’t let you get a S TD, And I prevent you from conceiving, I took a guess, My guess was, Are you a condom? And you said yes. And you ask me now will you wear me?

I said yes I always do so, And you told me thank you, For letting me protect you

What are you doing to me?

I’m at a doctor’s appointment, And I’m getting a check- up, The doctor exams me, To make sure I’m well, Then another doctor said, give me your arm, She put this band around me, Felt and poked around me, Then she took this sharp pointy thing, And poked me, I said what’s going on, What are you doing to me? She said I testing you, Testing you for S T D’s, For pregnancy, And most of all, To see if you’re H I V positive, This is the test to see if you’re well, I said well go on,

I’ll be happy to test to see if I’m well and I am! But you have to check back with me regularly, And if you change partners

Sexual Time

I’m changing I think I need some time, Me maturing to become stronger, Feeling the best way that I can possible, These cravings for sexual pleasuring, I can’t stop but I have to fight, Me wanting to be touch in places, I need time. Time to find out what I like, What I love, What I hate and Dislike, But most of all to heal, I went from being hurt to being with child, Even though, my blood flows evenly, I need rest to gain, Sexual time is what I need and want, So when someone came they can love me for me, The baby that’s inside of me can have nourishment, And that I can have all the sexual pleasuring that

I need and want.

My Thoughts of your Love

When I think, my thoughts be of you, How your love will be and how you would give it, My heart could love one special love, And my love can give others love, But in my mind, I can’t stop picturing us together, The simplest touch from you, my mind wonders, The sweetest kiss, my mind dreams about, Oh, my thoughts will be of you. To have you in my life would be so nice, The spice that your love would add is the dream of might. You would take my love to a whole new level, The dreams of being happily married, And the love that we would create, Produce the love and laughter of children, I think of you, Truly in my mind and in my heart, This is only my thoughts of your sweet, sweet, Love that I dreams of and hope you would give to me.

Truth be told

You might have kept the secret, but the fact is I knew, From the laughter to the sickness, From the start, Of the word, to the foolishness, Truth be told, You were the First one, I was missed, Years went by and still you kept the lie, Returning to the monster of the crime, Protecting the crew, to the fake tears from you, You knew I knew the truth that lies within you, After the first time and the demo, You and your monster kept a bond that was so true, From the BBQ to the baby that grew in you, Yeah you might have betrayed as a friend, The night that I left was the night I was about to show you, From your bed, to the vacuum handle, to the shout from a hospital room, Yeah, I tried to show you I knew about you and the monster, Truth be told

Your secret couldn’t hold, So lesson on you is, Never marry and accept things from a monster….. Of rape.

Wisdom of pain

MONSTER: Look out here I Come for you, For the promiscuous in you, From the sex and game you play with others, The monster in me will hurt you, I let myself in your life only to trap and bribe you, Look out here I come, If you lie I’m only going to make it worst, I hide the truth to show you I’m dark, But only in my heart, I just want to give it to you….. That if you’re ready for me, My gifts are to fool you, I just want to show….. I’m the monster that’s coming to Rape you…. So what do you think?

ME: You can’t hurt me because I’m not your victim,

I’m going to fight with all my might, But shame on you to try to get to know me first that’s what I think.

Games of sex and love

From the time that we met, My heart belong to someone out in the world, My love stayed strong and true, Until the day I met you, Now there were others before you, A woman beater to a foolishness crush, Now you on the other hand, You was the rush, Trying to manipulate me, With the so call love power of love making, In my mind I was thinking this is just a game to him, All it is, is just sex, A relationship that you wanted, So I gave you one, Only for you not to want it, Sexing me was only to make me fall for you like a fool, But you became the fool, Only to find out that my sex didn’t love you,

The game you and I played was the lover scorn, Of your so called love, The sex game!

Mysterious ion

From the knock on the door, To the sight of your anger, My heart knew you to could be the one, My mind was racing ten thoughts a minute, From the silent argument, to you hand of ion, My mind knew that if the trust of my love be broken then, He would not return to be with me, From the my slumber you woke my love by removing, The child that was protecting you, From hurt and more anger, From the secret meetings to you showing up, At one of my parent’s home, To the look of unbelievable, You walk out my life, Even I was with child, The ion from us could grew into something more, Your mysterious love got my mind pacing, Did you know my heart’s love!

Or was you sent to calm my love anger, My mind and heart will never know.

My Heart’s love

The feeling that my heart gets when I know you are near, The look upon my face when I see you, You smile and the love you presents, I know that my heart choose you to love, From the meeting by a hand shake, To the time we shared by smiling and not speaking, My heart knew you are pure in loving me, From the gesture of come go with me, To me playing hard to get, My anger from something else, You kept your love for me sincere and strong, To the night of ionate love making my heart knew you are the one. My mind couldn’t believe that you came to me, But then had to leave, Week of being blue, was our love not true, But then the findings of me carrying our child your seed, My mind went how could that be, Pondering if I should or should not to try to find you and tell you the wonderful

news, I just carried on until you return to me. My mind stayed true to loving you, as well as my heart, My love you will always be my heart’s love.

Curiosity of a fling

A change of scenery from a crime, My mind had to leave her behind, Never had sex with her, But had to get away from her, Now to the part of my heart, From hanging out with family and friends, To the clubbing, and drinking, One night of drunkenness love, Led to the questions of, Is she or was she, A grown woman with children, Slept with me, My mind went like wow! What just happened? The other night of women bonding, To the night of pleasure, Now sober, It happen again,

Twice, Now I have to put an end to this relationship, Before it can begin, My mind told her the truth,

My heart belonged to someone, And I couldn’t be with her, Nothing can come from what we did, My mind let her down easily, But My heart could tell that her feeling was hurt. Time to say goodbye and not return, Back to my hometown where my love awaits.

Your Love or Abuse

All I want was your love, To have you love me the same, I want to be held by you, To give you my heart, But instead you gave me your hands, To have you hit me in my face, To have you yell at me, My mind couldn’t speak, The words of stop you’re hurting me, You cheated and over and over again, But I still had feelings for you, You told me the truth about who you were, But I thought in my mind, The you were hiding it behind religion, In my mind I said he would never raise his hand, But the test of your abuse, Was no excuse! You said it was because I was too faithful,

But when you abuse me you said, It was because I was unfaithful, You wonder why I left you, My heart said do you want to die because of his hands, My mind said and question, If he loved you, he would never had raised his hand, So I ask, Do you want his love or abuse?

My First Hit

We the neighborhood kids, Playing until the street lights came on, But our parents not knowing what’s going on, You and I was dating, Playing hide go get it in an alley, But you moved away, My thoughts of you were, We would never play, Years later, I’m a teen, Dating you was a gleam, My heart wasn’t mature enough, But my mind said sure, Date him it’s a start and you know him, Not knowing about how you grew up, But that first slap side enough, Not knowing what to do, So my thoughts of him were, Write to him tell him how you feel,

I’m leaving you, My mind said I’m glad to.

The Relationship of a Virgin

It started over me crushing on you, Secretly wanting to be with you, Not having the courage to ask you, But the fact was I liked you, Over a conversation with a relative, We both said you have to choose, And you choose her, But in the end I had to give you the news, Than we hooked up and we knew four years flew, From your immaturity of the cheating, the fights and the arguing, I grew into hating you instead of loving you, My thoughts of you were: PLEASE LEAVE ME, WHY ARE YOU STILL WITH ME, DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME, I HATE YOU, LEAVE ME ALONE, GO AWAY,

But I couldn’t bring myself to tell you because you were a virgin, So I left instead of hurting you.

My First Kiss

We were so young, In fact preschool age, The time where boy and girls say ewe, But we both liked one another, My mind was saying: A B C, 1 2 3, He likes me and I like him, Roses are red and violets are blue, You kissed me and my heart loves you. You moved away and that was the end of are play, Missing you too much I had to say, Candy wasn’t enough to make you stay, My smile turned upside down, But my heart said you’ll find him one day, So my mind grew and said, The memory of the kiss and play, I’ll never forget that day, Why?

That day was the day I spoke I love you!

Tests of Strength

The struggle of love, The pain of hurtfulness, My mind thinks why is this happening to me? The ups and downs, From being in poverty, To losing my home, The power of being strong, The thoughts of will I make it, Yes I can my mind said, Learning to be strong, Learning to move on, My mind repeats, I am strong, Giving you motivation to go on, You’re strong in many ways, You just have to believe, The obstacles that’s in your way, You have to strive and tell them to get your way,

These are the tests of your strength, Will you be strong to overcome and say get out of my way?

Caving

The nights are long and weary, But the time is short and distanced, I do things to take my mind off of the sexual cravings, The more I persist, The more they call out, As months ed, The callings became more and more, My mind said in lighten them, Reading books of adult contents, Helped little, To my thoughts rang out, This is going to harder than I thought, Then something hit me, The feeling of loneliness, So I set out to find company, But then the companionship came about, One month of dating, then I caved, How could this be?

All my strength of being!

One night Stand

It started over a phone conversation, But when I met you, I went Mm. The sexiness of your skin, The body of a champ, You wonder why I gave you my result, I wanted you so bad, To have you all to myself, But the only thing that rung out was I’m in a relationship, So could I let you walk out? After the love making, Or should I open my heart, The day of a mother’s love, To the short time of dating, When the words sang out, You’re a one night stand, My mind screamed out: GET OUT. Wounded as can be, I grew to like you indeed.

The Party

The invite of the night, My new self of my mind, Hanging out with a friend of mind, Talking and drinking, As well of being high, The night of fun, Playing cards, And speaking in silence, That’s when our eyes met, I’m thinking wow he is fine, Should I, As the night went on, You and I kept eying one other, So I thought will he or should I, Then the night came to an end and you chose another, But in the end we found each other, Dating awhile, while the other was saying how, Until the night you came with her,

My mind shouted out: NOT AGAIN, Now will you listen! LETS BEGIN!

My fulfilling Heart, My Love

Take and hold onto my heart, My love will shine through your smile, Look at my heart, Talk to my love hold on to my love and never let go, For this is the way my love flows, Fulfilling every desire, To letting my heart go and being free to love, Knowing the other person in loving harmony, Is like experiencing life all over again, But allowing it to flow freely and naturally, My heart can’t pretend to love, Because my heart is in love and knows what it feels, Why because my love is all that my heart gives, From hurt and pain to love and cherishing moments, My fulfilling gifts of love and desires, Is all that my love wants and to give, So take my love and hold on, But ed what’s it worth,

Because in the end time goes on, And the world spins, And in life m

Never Loving Me

All the time you spent chasing after me, You never took the time to get to know me, From the games played of cat and mouse, To the lustful moments of pleasure, What’s my name? What’s my age? How can you say that you know and care for me? Giving me a label and calling family, How can you say that you love me when you don’t even know? When we first met one other, We started out getting to know each other, Now that time went by, How is it that I know all about you? But you still know nothing about me, Were you after something? If so did you receive it from me? Matter of fact, I can answer that, “No”

So how can you say that you love me? By this time, were you loving me? And you thought that I was too blind to see, But I can see

Love Down Fall

Before we got together you and I was doing well, You had your time and money, And so did I, When we started having sexual pleasurable times, We gain feeling for one another, But it was you to say I love you to me, And I fell for the line, After months goes by you lose your income and we had a baby, And everything fell on me, From me cooking and cleaning to going out and finding us financial help, You started to take from me, From sleeping on the couch, to cheating, And most of all using me for money, Then when it comes time for me to ask you for income help you, Want to argue and fight, And leave and ask for DNA proof, When all this time you said that you loved me, But all you were doing was leashing off of me,

And you became my love down fall, Who is to blame? Well I say……..

My Heart and Love, But you’re Never There

This is my heart and love, I love you with all my might, But you’re never there. I fight to keep our love alive but, You’re never there. With all the anger and sadness that my heart encounters, You’re never there. With every cry to every scream, My love goes in vein, The love that I have inside hides the pain, I tell you over and over again that, My heart aches with pain. But yet you’re still never there. With the good times that I want to share, You blow me off and say “I’ll be there”, But you’re still never there. So if you’re never there, why am I still in love with you? My heart loves you but I having no feeling for you, because you’re never there.

Are you to blame because my heart want to give you a chance, “No”, love is, why because every time I fight to hold on, Love say give it another try, but you’re never there.

Happy to Be Moving On

These are the feeling that I can express, The joyous feeling of excitement, To the tears of laughter, Moving on to explore my life’s journey, I’m proud to say that I’m happy to be moving on. Not dealing with the pain of anger, The stress of unwanted, And the unhappy feeling of being down in life, Yes I can say I’m happy to be moving on. Changing the way that I think and live, The empowering myself to the happy, With the encouragement of positive self-motivated people, I to can be happy with my self and life! No more tears of pain, But to have tears of joy, My life to can be a happy positive one, So I can deeply express, My life of pure happiness,

With the frame of staying positive, I can to say, “Yes I’m happy to be moving on”.

My tears stains of love

For each tear that has dropped from my eye, it was for love, From every hand that wiped my tears away, it from unconditional love, My heart cried out for love, but when love shows it knocked me down, Down aim on my knees crying hitting at every painful thing that was done, out love, But still believing in the hopes of love.

ing when the times that I cried thinking that the pain that was cause was my fault, knowing that it was your problem that made cry, leaving to stain my heart with love teardrops, from the first, true love to the many heart aches, these teardrops from my eyes are from the hurt and pain of being in love and from being loved,

From the first knock of let me in to the last knock of let me out, My heart cried many tears before and after the love came and went, However, the love of joy brought tears of happiness. From the love that was being so true, These and those tears will remain, in the heart of many but never forgotten, For the love are the tears, are the tears of memories of love that is cherished and define.

In my heart there will tear that come love, from being in love, Tears from choosing love, from falling in love, To happiness of caring and being compatible, With the tears of companionable love of realness of the heart, To the everlasting love of last kiss that will apart with a tear.

I’m an addict for your love

The time that I was made your addict, Was when the first tear fell! Knowing that I would never have your love, So I pound my fist over and over and hoping that your love would shine through, So I keep pouring all these tears and outcome the hurt, For every tear that rolled down my check was the addiction for your love.

And from this addiction all the pain came and one by one each tear said hello, I’m here, So my addiction became worst wanting your love aching to have it, Waiting for you to say those words naturally, But you want to fight and hold your love, and my tears still coming.

The sweet love that we make fills empty due to the fact that your love is holding back And my tears rolls as are bodies are touching, knowing that you don’t want me to love you back, in our love making mood. I’m trying to fight this addiction every time that we kiss and touch, But when you hold me I fight to keep each tear from falling,

But your love is all that I want and you won’t give it to me all of your sweet love.

Oh how I want all your sweet love, The smell the look the taste, the good but you gave me the ugly, But now I want my love swan, Not this addiction, but if assist that you want to give the ugly then this addiction and tears will be.

This is not how I wanted it to be

In love, love supposed to bring happiness and joy, With the up and downs, But instead it brings hurt pain and tears, The day we met I knew you were the one, The one love and hurt me, But my love, grew and yours didn’t.

Since we’ve been together our love took two different directions You happy and me in tears, I look up at the sky and wonder if you really love and care, But all I get is heart ache and tears, Heart breaker is what I called you, but pain is what aim causing you,

Your only happy when you with your family and doing you, While the hurt and pain grows inside of me, We never say I love you nor we say hi, No matter what I try you will never be with my love, Ten toes and ten fingers but only one ring,

Loving you went wrong and good, but in love that’s not how I wanted it be. With wedding bells I do, to me losing you, Our love never grew, From baby we and try again to you not loving, Our love never grew, and in love that’s not how I went it to be.

In the form of unconditional love my heart will always love you, With a touch of my scent in the air, To the holiday meal of an heal my heart will always have love for you, But not being here and there, in love that’s not how I wanted it to be.

Tears of the Dark Raven

As I sit and ponder my heart grows yonder, Wonder with the pain of not knowing if you love me so. For every bit of time that I called your name, My love went in pain,

For every tear that I shed, my heart grew darker, My anger grew with a founder. As I ponder the love that was once shared by time with you, shed a tear of being untrue, Was it just my body or my life, but as my tears pours your love fades,

As my heart gets darker the raven that inside of me, wants to be set free, Free from all the hate and pain, So the dark raven, just cry in vein! As I sit and ponder hoping that the return of you comes so true, my heart aches with tears, k and the raven that inside grew darker.

When night fall’s the love that’s not there,

Your creditability fades away with every lie that was told to I don’t want you anymore, so the dark raven just sit and for every tears that drops down to it feet, the love that it feels get small with each tear. In the light my heart cries out asking why, but the dark raven tears pours out more and more.

As the tears from the dark raven pours, the angrier the tears falls into place, as the raven gazes upon the look of you being sorrow and blue, the tears dropped and the eyes said I’m not through because of the pain you put upon my heart. I am the dark raven And I am still crying over you.

Joyful Tears of ion

Striving to reach the best goal in a lifetime takes heart ache and pain, from the first lost to the last win, as my tears begin to fill with water, I know that I work my butt off, win or lose this is what I love to do,

ionate is what I’m called, so when tears begin to fill you know that I’m at my best, loving you to reach the highest peak, my love will never stop growing, due to the fact of joyful screams, and cries.

When loving you is all I want to do, I never give up because my love our love is what I believe, making you happy to see a smile, making you happy to see an joyful tear, never wanting to see a frown my heart believes in our strive to become better as an teammate, lover or friend, waiting to feel love an ion until I reach my joyful tear.

Even when you’re gone, reminders of you as memories bring me to my joyful tears, knowing that your were true to your ion made me stick to mines, waking up each and everyday, knowing that your love will always shine through, even with hard times ing through, my heart will always think of you, because of the joyful ion my tears will remain loving you.

Tears Of a Fool

As I cry these tears of unwanted, maybe I’m the fool that you wanted. The fool that you never loved, the fool that could help, I keep trying to reach the love that is in you, But I am the fool that is in love with you.

My heart wants to believe that you love me but these tears say another, My mind tells me you love me my heart say give you a chance, but, These tears say I’m a mess to think that you would ever love me the same.

For every tear that my eyes shed, was for every time of trying, My love that I had for you was true until you made me blue, Each tear that fell I knew that your love was fading. For you to hurt me I’m the fool to believe that our love would be everlasting. But only the fool in love would remain true to the core until the fool don’t want anymore, To have you say that you love me would be a lie that my heart couldn’t take, The more that I fell the more that my love had stop believing in what my mind told me!

Now that I’ve stopped being the fool for your love these tears would never shed anymore, But I’m only the fool that would think that, Why because my heart is telling me, that I’m still in love with you, And I’m still shedding these like the fool.

Tears of Heart Ache

Why am I crying is it because I love you? No it’s because my heart aches in pain, These tears are for the pain of you not being there in my time of need, These tears or for the nights that I stayed up missing you,

Missing you I cry many tears like I’m saying good-bye, My heart aches, and cries the same tears of the worst pain of daggers in it Knowing that your love will be never again in my eyes, My tears or for the good and bad memories, But my heart has the pain of rain,

These tears or for my life of loneliness, Knowing that your love will never again be by my side Each tear that feel such have never fell, As my heart begs for you to come back, It aches to have one single tear to fall back to back, When all your love is what I needed to be set free,

Free from every painful thought, Of living each day without you,

And the point when my tears exhale from, All the pain and hurt of this heart ache that you left me in, All the love that I had for you left when the first tears fell, And that is when my tears and heat realize that it was heart ache, heart of tears.

The Tears of a Daughter

For every tear that I cried it was because I am your daughter, The one you gave birth to, The only one you fed and took care of,

Loving you when you was down and sick, To you calling and checking up on me, As the tears rolled down my check, I cry for everything we done as the bond of parent and daughter.

Each tear that falls from my face, is for all the good times that we shared, And for every time that you were not there, My heart cries tears for every minute that goes by of me thinking about you, I am your daughter, and I cry for you.

From movie nights to an day in the park, From mother’s day, to father’s I love you, You were there from my first crawl to my first friendship fall out, And I was there for you too,

From the aches and pain to everlasting love!

These are my tears of a daughter you loved and care about, And I love you too.

These are the tear of unconditional love from your daughter, Who always stuck to you like glue, And with each tear that I cried, Is for everlasting love from the both of us, I love you.

Teardrops of Basketball ion

From the dedication of playing by the plays of the mentally of knowing the ion, With the strength of gaining power, to win the glory of that first teardrop, of the first win, Putting my foot forward to keep going the distance to be the best, in the honor way, With pain and sweat, I crave the ion to the best thing that drives my teats to win the game. But my ion is not just a game it’s the ion of my heart, Earning the win is what drives my thirst.

From plays to plays my heart devours the ball as I shoot to make the shot to win, With my love who awaits my return, who always cheers for me, From that time on to the feeling of being happy, As time wines down, my heart begins to pound, Will we win? My ion drives for my family to the love of my life, Where the ionate love of my heart is holding my soul, as I’m faced with more differential challenges, I play more with ion and heart, like my soul is dying,

From tears to tears, My love for this basketball means the world to win

As we fight and defend our title of the playoffs, Our heart pound with every beat hoping that we make to the next round, And then we hear the words of their going to the finals because they’re the champions of the playoffs, And from that moment on the tears of excitement stating that we made it to final round to make it to the finals means the world for us as an couple.

As the clock tick second by second, My heart pound think if I miss this shot, but if I don’t, We are champions no matter what, The love of my desire has driven me to the finals, and beat the odds of failure, And became the champions, Because we done so as an team together with love, honor, and ion.

The Tears of the falling heart

Once an upon an heart, there was this tear, The tear of the falling, This little tear came to eye every time, the heart cry, But when the heart cries the tear won’t fall,

The heart tries and tries, to stay hidden inside the heart, But the heart keeps crying every time pain comes to it,

Now when pain comes to it, the heart tries to tell the pain to go away, So the heart just move on, As the heart moves on, the heart tries to keep from falling, Falling in love, Falling from the pain of others even keeping tears from falling down her cheeks. All the pain that the heart endures, it covers it’s self from ever falling, The strength that it has, it keeps each teardrop from falling, It hides the pain and from hoping in the best and being let down, The heart tries to maintain a smile knowing that the tears will eventually, fall, So the heart beats the blood of love, and the tears of pain,

In the end all the hearts has is the love, and teardrops of the worst pain to, Keep inside, but the strength to move on and on, As the raven comes to cover up the darkness of the tears, To be its loving self, as for this is the tale of the falling heart who has tears drops of love and pain.

My Teardrops of Songs

As I play these romantic songs thinking about the love, The love that I once had and wanted, My hearts , All the pain it went through.

There was “Boys two Men”, My tears fell with bended Knee, The time that we once were,

To Monica, When I found my loving Angel, When I fell in love with you, Knowing that I would die if we continued on

To Jon B, When my past came back to me to make my heart whole again after Pain struck it, Friends telling me to get over each tear,

So they can steal you my love away,

My true love moved on with his life, Only to find happiness like I done so, But only for me to realized that my heart was never happy, Every time that I started over was just the pain of every teardrop of songs that took me back.

Tears of Everlasting Love

As my heart beat it beats with ion, ion to love again and again, With my tears at hand, my love for you will never end.

When we make love the tears come flowing down, like it will be the last time Our love is special, that everyone wants and has, So true, and wonderful, that for every tear is all the years.

For each tear that I cry is for everlasting love, For the good times to the bad ones, From heart ache to joyful cries,

When these teardrops roll down my face, Is when I miss you like there will be no tomorrow. Everlasting love is want I want to have even when you’re not around, Because every time that I cry is for the everlasting likeness of the love that we share, Each tear that comes to my eyes is for the times that we never said good bye,

But went on and lived on without letting go our love, But keeping it within our hearts!

For us to meet again in the eyes of the teardrops of everlasting love, To regain the hope of falling in love over and over again in everlasting teardrops, That our hearts cried out for.

To being companionable with one another in the everlasting Tears of having each other hearts in hand and never letting go, To the love of being able to extend the love and have more teardrops of love in our Teardrops of what we call in our hearts, The teardrops of everlasting love and life together.

Cares of these tears

From the start of my cries you were there, Walking side by side holding my hand in your heart, My tears, your tears and my pain, Only if you knew how I felt, But words can’t describe, But my tears can.

When I thought that things couldn’t get any better, You were there me, caring with loving ion, From the ionate heart that you have, You showed me that your love will always be there, Never wanting to take your love for granted, My love I gave you and I thanked you.

For each tear that I cried, and fell from my eyes, Is and was for all the time that you showed me care, and gave me hope, No matter how hard it was you gave love, And for that I knew that you cared about my heart and my feelings.

I care about how you care about me and how you love me so dear, But knowing that we came from differential worlds, you never judge me for how I lived my life, With each call that I do is because of the love that you and I have for one another, Shows me that we do care about each other, But my tears are the ones that run down my face and sometimes Keep my feelings inside, When I all I want to do is to tell you I love you and thank you for being in my life as whom is the person that loves me so.

Tears of an Dagger Heart and Soul

As my heart looks for her love, time only tells her no he’s never coming, With each and every try, her soul aches of pain, and fills her eyes with tears. The love that she desires for him to come and be with her, The dagger only pierce it little by little letting her knew that time is running out. All the pain that her heart went through, From people hurting her and not loving her, her tears fell.

As she continues her search for her one and only, She comes across many men who don’t want to love her, Only want to love her for her body, but not her mind. With each dagger the tears comes rolling down on each cheek.

As for her soul, it waits in the darkness of pain, waiting for its love to shine. With the tears of hope and the ion to have love, and for it to return to her! As for the daggers tries to kill her dream of being in love with hatred, envy, And problems of infidelity, and friendship! So as they love the dagger win and they lose by tears falling and making and puddle of water,

Leaving the ionate desire of love was no option, Because they both know that love conquers all and she and her soul stay together, As the daggers tries to come around again hoping that they can hurt them both with tears of pain.

My heart and soul fights the darkness and sorrow that the daggers brings but, Hating them would make her and my soul weak, to the pain, So bring my strengthening, love to the light will make the daggers leave for a while, But only time will tell as the tears continues to fall into the daggers hands!

Tears of the lonely heart

My heart is hurting, from what I don’t know. I sit back and wait for the pain to stop, but somehow my eyes are filling with tears, Why what come be wrong with my heart. Ever since my love has gone, My heart aches with something that I cannot explain.

I’ve been under the weather, Hoping that the sorrow don’t comes for me, My eyes filled with redness because I have been crying since I lost the love of my life. The darkness is coming and there is nothing that I could do, So I wait for the Raven to come knocking at my door,

Since I lost my love, my world feels like I don’t exist anymore, My life hopeless to ever be happy again, My heart cries every night due to the fact that his love is no longer there. I went on walks just to clear my mind but my heart starts crying, Because All I want to do is pick up the phone to say I love you.

My heart was crying out to him and for him. As for the tears of my heart it becomes more clear that the love of my life, Don’t want my love anymore, And now that I am face with the sorrow of facing the loneliness, How could my love leave me like this? When all my love went to him and only him?

I must confess that all I was trying to do was fight the mess of loneliness, But the loneliness come and made my heart cry, It broke it into pieces, as I live by the raven’s law of sorrow and darkness, For I’m left in the path of the road to my tears of this lonely heart!

Tears of Pain

Nine months to meet you, And I don’t get a smile, Why you don’t love me I may never know, You raised me with no love in your heart, The words of “I am growing up” you still don’t love me. As I grow bigger my life get worst, by being dislike by everybody that I come across.

How could this be when I all I try to do is be everybody friend And knowing that nobody loves me and like me, People come and goes in my life but no love, Suspects of friendships lie to get their way and Want me to be there for them and they can’t be there for me. Smack with a label then everybody runs in fear,

How many good deeds do I have to do just to have and happy life. Life is even against me. Love does not exist in my life,

Going up in church, I by the bible and should not, Believing in love is the hardest why because, Everybody think that they know love, But it is just lust, Lust of tears, pain, and infidelity, My heart does not want to love, Doesn’t want anyone to her,

Everything that my heart been through it only got stronger and better! She has to fight pain away just to happiness and for herself to be happy with the outcome, People smiles and laugh in her face but they say “I love you” and then be cruel. So this is all my eras of pain, The pain of being dislike from people who judgment before, They know the truth.

The Hatred of the falling tears

All the tears of the pain of knowing that you hate me, So why do you have to bring all the drama? I keep fighting you and all you want to do is bring me to tears.

I know that my love would never get through to you, So why keep trying. All you want out of life is to beat in it. So why come my way if you are unhappy with your life? I get sick just being around you, knowing that you hate me?

My heart don’t cry tears, my eyes cries tears of painful feelings. Just like you don’t show love my heart doesn’t either.

You’re so rude with all that fake love thinking that I would care. So what s up with the drama When I have to wipe your tears, away after they leave or don’t what to be with you.

You were happy when I wasn’t around so why come to me now, Oh so you thought that you could do better but all I see is the same tears that I am crying Oh so you think that I’m miserable to run back to you,

You are not me and I am not you for you to hate others, When you can’t do better than them,

I don’t need you in my life with that drama, Because in my life I can do better because I’m an diamond and a rose, So I don’t need the falling tears of hatred

The tears of the love Draft

Waiting on the sideline to be picked is rough, Being second to be loved is harder, So look into my heart and tell me that you love me,

Theses tears are for the time that I waited for you to pick my heart, Everyday my loved shine to you for you to love, I know that I might have flaws but you know that I am a rookie at this love Draft.

For every tear that falls is like I’m losing you to the champ, The champ has everything, the looks, the d love and the pleasure, Your heart and your love without the flaws, While I’m the enemy of no love the weird one to the best, The champ is first, I’m still waiting for you to love me, The sidelines was where I wait and sit but not by choice, but by the way you don’t love me.

As I wait, my love slowly turned dark just because you have a life without me and I try to do the same,

But my love isn’t good enough for you and to everyone else. Round after round my love dies and my heart turn cold.

As the coldness and darkness comes, My love for you goes to a place where my heart won’t shines. But all I know my love was never good so you went towards your champ, And left me on the sideline while you and your life before me shine in love and happiness! While mines shined once in happiness and got detracted,

And the only people who cared and love me stayed and got pushed to the side, while I stayed on the sideline in love as you picked your love champion in the love Draft.

The Tale of the Teared Soul

A long time ago, there was the soul, This soul would cry and cry, This soul would ache and ached, and nobody knew why

This soul would cry every night from midnight to Dawn It would cry and cry and no one knew the reason why, So one day someone asked the soul why do you cry?

So the soul replied: Nobody wanted to love me and I lost my love to an accident And that person reply I love you and I don’t even know you myself With every tear there is a tale behind it, With love an d care my heart will be always love, as tears and tales, Fall down my face No laughter shall my mouth, But only the spoken words of love.

As my soul continues to ache out of love my heart,

Begs to be loved with each tear that falls, My story begins,

Why love has forsaken my heart and soul, Is there anybody out in the world that is not so cold! My tears falls down just thinking about the way love, Should be but only in my vision my tears falls out of sadness.

So everybody that comes into my life I think that they will love me, Like in all my visions, my love is so define that my heart, Fill with tears and over pour.

Tears of the Flaming Heart

For this is my flaming an for these are my tears of it, As I light the flame of love my tears pours down my soul, Every time that my heart loves a piece of my soul is taken. Nobody to love or hold, As my body be took as the way to only to be used and forgotten, My heart cries the tears of not being loved. The flame starts to slowly dims for every time my heart get hurts, Foolishly my mind doesn’t know what to think

As my hinder soul of lust comes and goes my heart yarns for when my true loves comes, But my mind ponders of who to trust with my heart, As for everybody that comes is an liar, or a cheater. As for she knows everybody is deceitful and that’s only for personal gaining, But for these tears that cries, the flame gets even dimmer.

My heart knows no competition, only the way of love, Due to the fact that everyone had love way before her and fell apart due to an broken heart.

So when her heart turned to love or be loved everlasting, it’s no competition, for my heart only know love, not for life’s personal gain, but for love of companionship. For when these tears start to fall my heart burst into flames as for when my soul burn, In the eyes of everyone laughter as their pawn of fool The love that was once there was never there to begin with! All it was. Was life journeys! of ing someone in life and not seeing,

the tears of my flaming heart was the true ionate kisses or an hugs to find my love and gaining the heart of my love out of love and commit full and all my honesty of love by the bond of love, With the tears of joy of the happiness that love bring when two people love one another. But as my tears fall and no one there but an empty soul, The flaming heart grows older and the light gets dimmer and dimmer, Until the sand hour bottle runs out, and the light goes black saying times up.

Tears of the Loved

As you love me my tears fall more and more, It because you love me with all of your heart and soul, My tears fell from my eyes, because it is you and I that have the power to love forever. And that what scares me the most. Losing you will be the hardest thing to do, because I’m so in love with your love. The love that you are giving me, I never felt before.

My heart is trying to love the only one that she desires. But at the same time she wanted was to be free, Free from all the waiting and the forgetting that she is in the earthly life waiting for her love to be loved. From the stars to the moon, She stares into the night dreaming and wondering when her time will come to meet him. Fighting with her-self to not forsake love, As tears for down her face, she still wants to loves him so much. And he’s to in love with her, And the only thing that’s keeping them apart is the other possible loves,

Out in the universe waiting for her to love them. The tears fall down slowly, as she get older, Time runs out. After each love that she crosses the tears fall more and more Only to find out that none of them is “the one”. Each one loved her more and fell ionately in love with her in every way.

From one tear drop to another her love is deeply so ionate, That no one will do, Many from her past comes back, But it’s one that she missed and that comes and she loves him so much, But they are still stuck in the friendship zone, And now thinking that one day they could reach the love level of being his only one, But until then she cries in tears of that one day she will be crying in being loved.

Good-bye Tears

These tears are for my heart’s love, For the first time of falling in love, To missing my family.

From the words of dislike to the tears of my only trust in leaving, My heart cries when it’s time to say good-bye. From the pain of distance tears to the tears of not caring! From hugs to going back to being the same! I Cry. I cry in the inside so no one will see my tears, I hide my face so nobody won’t ask me what’s the matter or what’s wrong it going to be okay when it will not. I Cry These tears are for the memories that I can’t forget, because I love you. The tears that I cried is for the way that we loved each other, but the good-bye s is the hardest tears that I would have to cry.

I Cry but I can’t bring my heart to say good-bye, So I cry,

Loving you will be the hardest to, but when I have to move on, My tears will fall. I tried to love you with all my heart but the pain won’t let me say goodbye, So I cry, Heaven took you in its arm and all the angles said, If you never forget them they shall return to earth as a friend or an lover, or a new family member,. But the pain of saying goodbye bring me to tears, So when I say I love you my hart cries and the t pour down my face even harder, I cry Instead of saying goodbye I cry, I cry I Cry I cry, Because these are my Good-bye Tears

Tears of Love

I cry because I am happy, happy of loving you, The day that you made me happy was when you told me, That you love me! Knowing that you love me gave me the feeling that you really do. ing life as I mistake, And searching for you made me happy,

When these tears fall down my cheek my heart skips beats, Knowing that I love you too, My soul glows with the thought of being with you. Never giving up on love, but when you cam my way I knew that I would love you and you would the same.

As time es by I can only think, That our love could grow bigger and bigger, When we kisses, and hugs my mind and body go weak, But my soul gets happier and happier and fills with the tears of joy,

And ionate love! As our love prevails my heart gets happy because you’re near, Near my mind, body and tears, protecting my fears! And ass you come my heart shines and my eyes Cries with the tears of loving you as my soul mate.

When I look into your eyes, I see love in your heart and soul, And when I cry, My tears are not from pain, The tears that I’d cried is for the way you love me. When I cry it’s when every time I hear those words “I Love You”

The Dark soul of tears

As I stand in the Shallows of the Dark my heart goes weary, Weary not to have you love by my side, I wait in the dark hopping that one day my heart would find you instead of these tears. My Tears runs down my cheek, only to see that my heart is waiting for no one.

Only the dreams of love comes and goes, As my soul gets darker. As my heart fills with the love of the tears of being lonely, My soul awaits in the dark.

As the love of my life never shows it face, my heart beat unconditionally, Wailing as my tears falls. As I look to the sky as my life, lost hope, But my soul say keep trying, As my parents says don’t close your heart it’s so soon, When tears fall all I hear is melodies in my soul. As songs play I sit in the dark hoping that my love would hear that I still love him.

As wear a ring of pain and happiness my heart cries hoping that the love of my life, Come and rescue me. The darkness rises as my heart beat on and my tears fell, The dark pulls me back and tell me that he is never coming, give up. My heart and soul fights with my mind to tell her that he out there wait for the right time but All she tell them is to cry, if he hears you then go find him, But my life said women are not supposed to look for a man, the man has to.

Tears fall and the dark gets darker my soul cries, after each try I cries, Hoping that my love the angle come and get s me from the darkness, Waiting and waiting my happiness turns out to be pain, The darkness said guess again and try again. And as the tears fall the darkness laugh and as for my soul it ached with the tears of hurt and waiting

Moonlight Tears

When my heart tells me to look up at the night sky, My soul begins to cry, For the moonlight knows why, My love has forsaken me and I don’t know why, For all my tears just turned into fears, My heart laughs while my eyes seen what couldn’t be.

As for my soul it aches under the moonlight, While my mind wonder why my love forsaken me, When I call to him under the star lite sky, Oh, how I wonder why, My love could you not be, Or should we be. My mind said if it’s the body that you want, Well here I am, but it might not be what you want, For my body is pure and haven’t been touched in ten years. As the sheerness of my soul my heart cries, These tears under the moonlight,

With you as my desire, My lust pours into the way of love, For my heart has fallen into the stars of love, In the moonlight my eyes cry these tears and I don’t know why, For every time that I cried, my I felt a goodbye, But for when I my hearts say I know, Why, It’s because of, The moonlight tears, your love is saying hi, Under the star lite sky, In the ionate, moonlight tears.

Tears of the Gazed Eyes

Once upon my heart, there were these tears of my gazed eyes, Filled with tears, my soul cried out, Where are you love, upon this dark night?

All I do is look for you to come and hold me in the darkest hours, as I gazed into many I only see your love and what could be, If you were here with me!

My eyes filled with the sadness of no hope, but with the love, Of the thought of you being next to me So I cry, I cry to not seeing you in my life, But it would be a lie if I told you that I never wanted you in it.

So I cry waiting for you to come to me so we can love by two, And this is how we know if were so true, By the way that we love each other by the blue moon and the stars, For each light that’s lit my eyes cry more and more for you to love me, But the way things are going my eyes will be forever flowing with tears.

As I look upon my heart my eyes fills with tears, As my love for you grows my soul said be aware, As my ways my of love flows, To you and him will be no more, Only if you love another, His heart will flatter, And you will never love another,

As your gazed eyes fill with water, the love that you seek, Will never come for the reason for the water Your heart will cry as for the gazed eyes fill with everlasting tears.

The Real Teardrops of my Eyes

All that my heart done to you but only loved you and you don’t love her, My eyes see what they see, But they don’t see love but hurt and deceit, I cried because there is no love for me,

No concern, of me loving you just the way that I wanted to love, But not love from you, I open my heart to the way that you love me, But the love is only a fantasy of me believing that you would love me.

Our life is so differential, from one another, As my heart loves you more with every waking moment, As he essence of love flows through my heart.

And yet you still don’t show me love, and my mind ponders why. So every night I cry, I cry for you to be near me, I cry when you’re away from me.

My body regrets the way that she showed you love.

My soul cries everlasting tears for every time that That we say I love you, From the sight of losing you as for winning your heart and love! When the darkness comes about my heart and soul cries these teardrops, of sadness As for my eyes sees the waking truth, that you’re not here next to me! My mind cries teardrops as my eyes water with the memories of being with you, As for my heart from missing you, to the days of loving you, My soul sees the teardrops that my eyes cried, And without a doubt my real tears comes about in my heart I’m forever In the real tears of my eyes!

Fading Teardrops

As I walk away, my tears started to pour, In the rain of the sparrow, my love for you has grown deeper that my anger fades away. Every night that I think of you my eyes cries with every heartbeat.

I try to wipe away my fears as for when my tears pour, My teardrops faded away when they hit my face, My soul grows weaker as the darkness approaches, Like fire in my vines, my blood flows Deeper and faster with every minute that I breath.

As the darkness comes my tears start to fade, but the pain and sorrow is still there, Hoping that one day your love will break through, From sunrise to sunset, my love,our love is all that I can think about.

As our love grows my tears starts to fade in the light of the time that share, But my heart tells me to let in the flowing of love,

But my soul says don’t let go, In each eye my teardrops fades slowly for the moment that are cherished, Everything that I done made me think of the circles that my heart goes through.

As walk with my heart on my shoulder, my tears cry as my soul run and hide, but hidden on my face is the pain that fades away, as the rain washes my pain, and tears, my love fades away with every tear that drops down my heart, and with every tear that drop is an danger to my soul

Dreams of Tears

As my tears come flowing down, my fears come to life, And when I live life my vision of love appears in my dreams. When my dream comes my heart pounds with every beat And with every beat my tears drops.

For every reasons that I have these visions, My heart goes forward in harmony.

Al my love that I have for you, I put in my mind heart body and soul, From every tear that is wiped from my heart, My dreams of being loved came true, By the ring that I wear on my finger.

I cried these tears, Not from pain but from joy, From the kiss of happiness, To the kiss of sorrow,

My dream says It’s your love that I want and desires.

As my relationships fails to successful ones, My dream become more clearer, That my heart aches in the pain of not knowing the rest of the dream, Not knowing how my dream ends leaves me in tears.

For what it worth my heart, know the real dreams has an happy ending, My body does not know the way of dreams, But my soul does and she cries just to reach the end, And the end never arrives and she stills cries the dream of tears.

The Tears of Eve

As Adam await for his beauty of love, His mind ponder of what her love would be like, As for his beauty of love she awaits for the day that The one she been waiting for arrives all she can do wait and cry.

As Eve cries out for her love, Her heart beats triple time, As her soul flows in the river of love

With every kiss that she blows her eyes fills with tears, Because she knows that their love is so undefinable. As both hearts cry out, They started to combine in the wisdom of love.

As both of them cry on, Eve cries to the sound of the melody, While Adam cried to the harp of harmony! But only Eve has the hurtful fruit of the forbidden tree. See Eve Cries for she yarns for Adam Touch and kisses,

But only if Adam take the bite of the forbidden tree, The both of them lived far away in time.

For Eve has chosen to take the bite of the forbidden tree, And now cries and weep for the love of Adam. For Adam can only set her free and loved her unconditionally, As his love would be set free To love all honestly.

Tears of Good-Bye

Long ago there was this woman of gold, Who struck a man’s heart, Her love was so rich in harmony, That when she kissed him good-bye her eyes filled with tears

She when says good-bye over and over again, That when she cries her eyes fills with tears and sorrow Missing the way that his eyes light when he smiles,

When the darkness comes all her tears comes About when she eats candy of heart ache, It made her think about the love that They once shared upon a time ago, The pain in her heart that she felt should Never be in her when she said good-bye,

Two worlds apart her heart cries because she loved him, And the hardest thing was saying good-bye to her love,

And for him, his Heart ache is moving on knowing that her love lives within. For her to just walk on her love is the pain in her soul, Because she was walking on forever without the man that she loved and care for. The loved that she once had was going to fade without knowing if she ever had his love or his heart, But knowing that she loved him her heartfelt was the painful thing that her soul had to endure. So this I the good-bye that her heart said, Looking into my soul I don’t want to let you go, My heart never felt this pain but When it’s time I must say my final good-bye with an tear drop.

Teardrops of Love and Trial

The timing of the pain was crucial that my heart needed love, One piece of hurtful candy my heart pound to the hurtful sound of, Committing to the love of imprisonment, With all open and honestly my love.

My heart never felt the pain of being the ones who calls for love, After the way it went down, My love came about. I poured my heart to the sea and the ocean heard my cry.

One by one all my loves came to see why I sent them a cry, From day one of the unforgettable crime, The judge said bye to many times while the DA laughed, While eventually my heart and love mingle just to free my soul.

As my heart pound minute by minute, time was going by fast, Didn’t know how long my loves would last, Couldn’t see my loves hurt, as the time was running out.

The only time that I could spend with them I did, Loving them as they cared and loved me! As the final time approaches, it was time to say good-bye, my eyes, Filled with tears cause, I could not bring myself to do so.

My heart, body and soul shut down, But my mind said it is time so, I had to say good- bye to let them go. In hoping that they would be in commitment, In returning to my heart and soul!

The memories of my Mind

All my cries are from my memories, From the time that you told that you won’t love me, From the pain of not having your love in my heart, To the heartbreak of moving on, I’m still, loving you.

All the pain that I hold inside my heart, My soul turned dark and cold, If I had love and felt it Then my heart would be filled with love and warmth.

So all the memories that flashes in my life from the pain and laughter in my face, My heart stays in death defying anger. So the first light of happiness and love my heart gave in only to let love go.

My eyes seen enough to cry, but only a tear fell as the dark grow darker My love stays in the dark. So when my love tries to call my heart just shuts down and tell my eyes to cry, So all the love that I gave my tears pours out just because you never loved me!

My love you and your love so this is way my soul, Gave up and my loved never shined through, So when my heart said I love you, My eyes cried,

Only to have pain, When my love cries, my heart ache, When my eyes cried, my soul grows darker, when my soul grows darker memories of pain starts to flash.

Crying Nights

Many nights that stayed up hoping and counting stars, My soul stayed up crying for you, Under the moon light my heart pound out of ache, My eyes filled with tears and I didn’t know why.

My heart poured out so much love that it took my breath away. I still get teary eyed when I think of you, Waiting that you would come to me in the sun lit sky.

As the moon changes my heart doesn’t skip and beat, But my soul does, You might think that my love for you is stupid and nave, That the more that I love you the more you don’t love me, And the more I give you up the more you fight for my love.

At night when I am all alone, I think of what could be and faces the reality of what’s now, My tears fall onto my heart and wonders why you never respond.

As I Seek love wisdom, people tells me that I have an great love out there in the Universe and my heart believes that you are. I people by just to be in your heart, But my love isn’t good enough to be in yours.

So at night I cry in silence just so a tear won’t fall, And when people give me their body of love as lust and tell me that they love me, My heart wouldn’t them in, So my heart cries because their words are all lies, So at night my lips are sealed as my soul cries at the night sky.

The Tears of someone else Cries

It’s like I fighting two people in my heart, The one I love and pain, My love for the one that I love is so strong that my tears started to fall. And all that’s left is the pain that he’s not with me. As pain laughs in my ears, my body cries out not to be touch, when my soul says hold my heart and love her.

Now the second person that I’m fighting is my mind, Thinking that love not for me, but love could be, Only if my body could learn not to give into thee lust of sexuality. As the pain continues to overcome the happiness of my heart, My mind wouldn’t be confine to the hurtful demons of thinking that nobody would ever love me.

My body temps but it not lust that my body wants, It’s love just like my heart, and mind, and Soul. So take away my body and hold my hand but love me with all might, Until my dying day, when I’m old and gray, my love will remain true.

I believe that heart has a true destiny, But my soul is still waiting just to be held as that destiny. Not looking at comers, or behind close doors, My heart love that only one who would care, But that day may never come, So if what my mind says is true then how could I remain true And not forsake my love.

As for these are the words and thoughts and tears of Someone else cries.

My Tears are blind To Love

My eyes can’t see why people love to hate what they can’t see, But my love is blind to what and who loves me. My family smiles in my face and other people do the same.

Telling me that they love me or don’t, how much my eyes cried, how much my soul cried, But I ease my heart pain by offering my body, But the wake- up call told me to fly right and so I did,

My mind said for ten years your heart love this man and yet you’re not to wed Three years after wedding, the fight that my teas cried was a misunderstanding, But the telling was right all because of an thought and the misunderstanding. But as my eyes cried to love when all I did was love him,

Blind to the thought of never having his love it was time to move on, And keep my flame of the fire ongoing to let my blind eyes See that what’s in front could be love or lust. Crazy as my heart tells my soul that this man loves you dearly,

My mind said there are other people who love you too, But my body says no more feel good all it is going to make you cry and Make you have anger and even more hate.

Every time that you tried to love it only make you blind, but the body ease the pain of what their all after your sex and not love, Money and drugs!

Never committing to my love and heart, they just hit it and done with one stroke, Leaving you to cry as the blind soul who they hit and quit! So I ask my mind is my heart blind or is my eyes are, my tears answers back with neither. They are.

Hear my cries at 4AM

My mind is crying out thinking that your love ran out for me, Out in the streets loving someone who isn’t me! While my heart beats in pain like a danger is it. I look at my watch and the time says it is four AM. And your love is not here in my mind.

As my tears cascade down my heart when you don’t Tell me that you love me.

Every night at four AM my heart gets this pain that You is out loving someone other than me. But my heats tell me that you love me and I love you too.

The love that I have is just not what your heart desires at four AM, Your heart is with the other lady that is in your heart. If I was your desire, then my tears would stop falling from eyes and soul. And every night my heart cries, but my life just is not the same without your love,

But it might just be the price that I would have paid to live a life without your heart, So I cry, I cry and cry until my body aches. I get sick just thinking about you and I cry my tears.

My body just wants to make love to your soul, while my mind wonders, About your inner heart at Four AM. As the night sky hear my cries.

Many Years That I Cried

I cried for many years wonder why you don’t love me, But I see it now my life is not good enough for you, All the love that I gave it was awful to you.

Never answering my calls when I needed you the most, My heart was beat up, my mind was toyed with and my mind cried tears. There was never any love for me until you sent your love to me, My heart knew that on that day in which was the third of September, That my life was going to change because of him the Zero in which I thought was you.

Now that zero is me in your heart and mind. So for many years my heart cried many tears, Until the bright eyes and a smile.

Only that smile wanted money in the form of sex and me lying on my back. How I wanted your love so badly I looked for guidance in the eyes of the most believed in man, God, But the fool and joke was on me, and my heart.

I cried for many years and when my happiness cried I stilled cried, The love was never there and my heart fell.

All the wicked games that was played upon my hurting heart, My soul and mind couldn’t handle what was coming next. My body said let me heal from my bruised lustful ways, But my body was a virgin to the lustful ways of their deception. So why am I still crying, My hero, my prince charming, My true love of my heart still doesn’t want to love, ME!

My heart of Memories

My eyes cries to the cherish memories of my heart loves, My mind cries to the flow of love, My body shakes to the touch of the harmony of love, And my soul cries to the heart beat of the time that we shared.

from the love that we ionately make my love blossom in to the rose of love, To the mind blowing of the cherish time that was captured in my heart, My eyes cried to let you know that I love you so.

As the days on my mind think about what our life could be, To what I life is now. My soul wanted to be with be in the eyes of heaven but we couldn’t be.

My love is still with you as the earthly life is still with us, my love enjoys the time taken photos that was in happiness.

The love when we said “I do”, to the cries of running back into on another arms, we keep our love deep within our soul, from the moment that pain came to,

Us dancing in the rain!

To all the dreams of ionate love that came true, My heart would never turn blue.

My love will always stay true to you because we have history and chemistry, And now we have the world on our hearts, To us working together to love each other!

These are my tears of death fighting the defying moves of love.

The Flame of All Cries

With each flame that goes on lite, Hear my cries of love and triumph, With each of the hearts that beats, each flame never goes unlit. But hear my cries and wonder why, My tears are falling.

My tears are falling because I love you, So why each flame cries, well it cries, for you.

The love flame beats for the sound of my heart, The purest flame fights the long touch that goes untouched by your body.

My heart beats the flowing of the blood that each flame has, But only my mind cries these tears that the flame cries about.

Love is what the flame that cries 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 here we go again, Why must you leave my heart in pure pain.

My eyes cries every time you, Go and never say goodbye.

As heart want to make love to you under this flame, Before my heart cries into this burning flame of my love, As my ion is to light this flame, My purest body I want to give to you to cry the flame of love.

With this kiss over the t flame of cries my tears fall to say that my love is true, And would never forsake your love as this vow that I make over the flame who cries, For this flame shall cry until, the ion strike the heart, that beats the flowing love river, of flowing tears

My heart cries These Happy Tears of Love

When my heart cry she cries for love, With each tear that fall from my face, They fall for happiness.

When love shines my cries of love warms the heart. With each tear that my heart screams the vow of love, My heart pounds the golden of pure love.

When I think of you I think of you with the purest love of my heart. I cry many tears wondering why your heart don’t want me., But when the sunniest day of pure happiness you are there.

In my darkest of time my soul cries because she wants love and happiness, And all she needs is the purest heart to release love and happiness, She wanted that love to be by her side to love her for her in the dark and sun light. As I cry theses tears of happiness my heart skips beats every time that she think about you.

Time to time my heart tell you how she beats 70 beats per minute But when she thinks about you she beats triple time by two, And when she wants to talk to you, her eyes twinkle like magic, Like honey in a bee hive.

She cries tears cause she love and wants to be happy As you are with her in your heart and soul,

So as my heart continues to cry my thoughts of you loving me, Will be the joyous happiness of my soul!

The Rose Piano of Tears

As For this lonely rose my heart plays a tune on this piano, As my heart play my soul pours out to the rose, in which she is crying, The rose song a gentle song as the piano plays.

The song goes a little like this:

My heart is crying out, can you hear me! My soul aches in pain because you’re, Not here with me, I could sing this song forever, but you would not here it.

For this song is the melody of my mind, And the harmony of my eyes And as this piano plays my eyes starts to pour out more love and tears. The rose said I could sing all my life but no one would here my song,

As the piano goes on with each Stroke of the keys, My heartbreaks even more as my tears drop to the piano floor,

For I am the rose that cries and nobody knows, but this sound of this piano and the song that I sings. With each ionate kiss that goes by my heart skips a beat, As my petals fall as my tears, The piano keeps playing the same tune and over and over again.

As with this song my heart pour out to this piano, For it is listing to my words with every strike of the key, For I am the rose that crying out all these tears as my petals, Fall to the floor of another heartbreak, For I am the tears that the piano play, For I am the tears that the rose cries!

These Tears are the song of my Heart

As my love pours unto your soul, My heart plays this melody, The can’t be beat, As my love pounds every time that this, Melody is played, I think about you and burst into tears.

At night when I look up into the stars my love sent it’s sparks of flame to you, But I never knew if you receive, As my tears falls my love grows deeper unto the darkest melody. My soul sings the blues, My heart pounds to an UN-moveable rhythm, As I move forward my love gets out of tune, Leaving my love to forsake the love that I have found, My body aches in the disappointment of heart ache and pain. For if the shadows comes to weep, my song has played the tune of why I must stop loving you. As for my mind, my mind asks thinkable questions

Of why you don’t love and why I love you While my tears falls down into the pits of wonder why and what went wrong. Every song that plays reminds me of another Time that was forgotten to my heart, But not in my soul, When I sing my heart be true, And when I’m sad and blue, I turn on this melody and think of you. For everlasting is what my heart and soul wants, So my mind cries these tears of an song that’s So true to my heart and that’s why my heart says I love you, Until I’m blue to the core of my soul!

Love of Fears

Our hearts of fears are coned by the fear of love, In which of loving one another, In the everlasting hope of being love And not having in our souls.

As for our tears to fall on the pillows of what we feel, And what we feel in our hears is the fear of losing sight of our flame, As the fire of love defy and devour the taste of happiness. From the depths of our souls we connect to a deeper part of love.

My our eyes fills as each of us shed these tears of love, Our bodies are force together by what we feel in our hearts. From the first kiss to the last ionate of the hateful words of good-bye!

We speak the lovely words of I love you, until we turn blue. When deep inside, we are yearning for the love to shine through. The fears comes about when we are apart, and when we are near, But the truth is our love is that we shares that what scares us so rudely.

As we age in the time of love, Our hearts fill with more tears of hope, Hope being with each other, And caring for one another, And the fears of our love poured unto the fire that’s, In our souls and minds!

So as we face these fears and tears, Our love will grow as the flame is lit, And we ionately kiss and make love with our hearts and soul then, Then we will have everlasting love, and tears and fears will .

Angels Feel my Tears

From my emotional state of mind, I cried theses tears, Asking heaven why, Is loneliness what I deserve, why love hasn’t accepted me yet, What must I do?

Searching for my heart’s love is the hardest thing that I must do. I wait patiently been in and out of meaningless relationships, Body heart and thought wise but yet love still has not rose to be in my eyes,

When I cry my heart feel the pain of a broken heart, Heaven feel my tears of a broken heart, As my heart pours out and the pain continues to get worst. The sorrow gets darker and my eyes become blind, Blind to all who can see but not feel!

As for my mind, My mind ponders for if my heart makes the right choice, To love or not to,

I shield my body from the lustful ways as it yarn the desire, To make love as it never made love to another. Heaven feel my tears as this would be my last chance to make, Things right as my hearts feels that she has forsaken her one and only true love, But my tears said he has forsaken her.

Living in a different life of love is hard because of the lustful thought of love Wanting to be want and feel the comfort of love and warmth, And wanting to be free from all the pain and sorrow, Heaven feel my tears and here my cries, So heaven I ask why.

My love of tears

These are my tears of love, Loving you is my way of saying that you’re beautiful, The why that you kiss me to the way you comfort me with hugs. These tears I cry, is because I love you with mind body and soul. My heart knows when you love me to when you’re in pain.

You wipe my fears away with just one touch of a kiss. I tell you that I love you every night before I go to bed. When you sleep, my tears fall down my cheek just because I love you. When I see you smile I smile and think of you all day.

The love that I have and feel for you is so pour that my heart only wants you. She wants you so much that she breaks into tears and cry for you. My soul aches every time that when she feels that you are happy, She only wants you to stay that way. When the river flows of love and tears my heart begins to pound, And tears begin to fall because she loves you to the darkness of pain and sorrow. So she just let the river flow of love and ion

To have desire of love and happiness until the Tears pour down my faces on our wedding night, As we make ionate love to one another.

As my tears falls my love for you will never change even when I so mad at you. My heat will stay true until the day you, pushed me away. When you cry I cry, when you hurt I hurt. But when I say I love you and these tears that I cry is because I love you, And because I ionately do I cry these tears for our love.

Summary

When life took on a way of meaning, for myself I had to learn to develop and grow up as a mature person. Learning ways to cope with anger, stress, and, just being a kid who was growing up. So I stared So I started writing poetry as a coping skill to ease my mind. Then I ed my favorite poet did the same thing, so as you read this poetry novel you will explore the ups and downs, strengths, and cry from each story as it is written in a poetic formation. From inspiring ones, to the most, empowering, heartfelt, cherished ones.

Biography

Since I could , I I’ve always felt loved, but could never picture myself with love. But as, I grew up and turned my back on love because, I was hurt by it. So I gave a piece of my heart twice. I gave my heart in short stories on experiences that made me want to give it up. And with poetry that, made me want to fight for love. Every time that love disappointed me, I fought every time to keep the flame lit. So in this all new novel, give you the entire battle, on how I fought the war of love. So enjoy Love and Honesty.